Thug love

Chapter Fourty

Quin P.O.V.

"So you gone let him Join HBG?" I ask my dad getting mad. Jacob wants to be in the gang and he's actually considering it.

"If he really want to then yes, I'll take him to the gun range to test his shooting and he's in" My dad says shrugging his shoulders.

"Ugh thats dangerous" I yell in fustration causing Josiah to start crying.

"I know babygirl but I wont let anything happend to Him."

"To who?" Jacob asks coming downstairs picking up Josiah. Josiah isntantly stops crying when Jacob gets him. Bruh.

"I was telling dad that you shouldnt be in the gang" I say making Josiah a bottle.

"And why not?" He asks

"Its dangerous"

"I can handle myself sis" He says smiling

UGHHHH.

"Ok I believe you" I say smiling.

Knock Knock

"I'll get it" I say as an excuse to get out of the kitchen.

I open the door and its John and Nadia.

"You and Josiah still coming to my house right?" John asks walking into the house.

"Yeah of course" I say getting our stuff.

"Is jacob here?" Nadia asks

"I'm in here bae" He yells from the kitchen. He got some good ears.

Nadia smiled then walked into the kitchen.

"You ready" John asked me with his head down the whole time. Something seems off about him like more than usual.

"Um yeah just let me get Josiah from Jacob" I say walking into the kitchen.

Jacob hands me Josiah and he instantly starts crying.

"Why don't you stop crying for mommy?" I ask in a baby voice.

He just continues to whine.

Ughhh. I put his bottle in his mouth and he calms down.

"Lets go" I say to John opening the door.

"Bye Dad bye Jacob"

"Bye" they yell.

"Is Nadia staying?" I ask John.

"How the fuck would I know damn" He semi yells walking to the car.

"Um ok" I say to myself. I walk to the car, Strapped Josiah in his car seat and double checked to make sure he was in good.

I got into the car and buckled up but I noticed John didnt have on his seat belt.

"Bae you should buckle up"

"Dont tell me what the fuck to do" he says clinching his jaw.

"I was just saying because you know the police be quick to pull a black man over for any little reason."

"Just shut the fuck up my head hurts" He semi yells starting up the car.

I obey and pull out my phone to play color switch (A/N I cant get past level 3 in that game but its all good).
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When we get into his house I take Josiah to his nursery since he's sleep. When I walk back into Johns room he has a gun is his hand. My dumb ass gasped causing him to look up.

"W-why do you have a gun in your hand?" I ask backing up

"Just playing russian roulette" He says smiling. Why did he have to pick the day Josiah comes over to be crazy.

I instantly run into Josiahs nursery. I grab him out of his bed so I can get us out of here I dont think John took his pills today. Right when I got to the door John says.

"So you tryna take my son?"

"No N-No we just need some fresh air" I lie touching the door nob.

"Get your hands off the fucking nob" He says way to calmy which scared me.

"Did you take your pills today?" I ask sitting Josiah in his carseat.

"Naa I didnt feel like it its no big deal" He says walking towards me.

"John forgetting to take a cold pill is no big deal, Youre bipolar thats life threatening." I say looking at Josiah the entire time, I swear if he hurts my baby.

My back is against the door and John grabs my neck.

"Didnt I say its no big deal" he says as his grip on my neck gets tighter.

"John p-please" I say as Josiah starts to cry.

"Why you tryna leave me baby?" He asks against my lips.

I tried to respond but I couldnt get the words out. He got mad and slapped me right across the face.

"Answer me" He yells while I'm on the ground trying to catch my breath.

"You're hurting me" I cry.

He grabs me up again.

"Please stop" I yell as Josiah starts getting louder crying.

He lets me go "go get me something to drink while I tend to Josiah"

I obey and walk into the kitchen I see his pills all over the counter and slip two into his drink.

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▪Jacob wants to be in the gang.
▪Josiah loves Jacob
▪John didnt take his pills