Finally, the first day of senior year. I hope everything goes perfect this year. I can finally see Jacob again , he's been gone the whole summer and returned from California yesterday. Me and Jacob have been together for almost a year and a half but things between us have been feeling weird lately.
"Hey babe , I missed you" I heard Jacob say lowly in my ear. "Aww hey , I missed you too , how was California " I told him. "Let's not talk about that right now " Jacob said sounding a bit worried. "Okay but I do think were going to be late to our class if we don't hurry" I told him.
We both walked together to our first period . I had him for three periods which were 1st ,2nd ,and 7th. Luckily I had my bestfriend Melissa for 3rd, 4th ,5 th, 6th, and 7th. I also have my other bestfriend Jose for 1st, 4th, 6th, and 7th. This year was going to be great.
I got to first period and Jacob was sitting next to me. I was talking to Jose and Jacob got bothered. The fact that Jose was gay and Jacob knew bothered me more because he still got jealous .
"Oh girl so how are you and your boyfriend doing" Jose said when Jacob went to the restroom. "Well I really don't know , it's like he's changed since he went to California , I don't know anymore" I told him fast because Jacob was walking in the room.
The bell rang and me and Jacob went off to second period. I was also sitting next to Jacob . "Hey Jacob reme-" I stopped. He wasn't looking at me. He was staring at this girl across the room who was wearing a really tight shirt and a super short skirt. He bit his lip when looking at her. I was furious."You know what Jacob , what the hell is wrong with you, it's barely the first day of school and you're already looking at girls, I mean it is the first day so we can change things between us if you want" I screamed lowely.
"Looking at who? And change what ? I like you , I want to be with you" He said. As if I believed that for a second. " You know who you were looking at. Don't deny it because I saw you. And I feel like you don't like me so what's the point." I said. "Okay I was looking at her but I'm so sorry and I do I like you , love you. Please I'm sorry" He begged. It was silent for a bit. "I swear your lucky , I guess I forgive you" I said lowly. "You act like nobody ever looks at you like this" i heard him say under his breath which i decided to ignore. Annoyed and hatred was all I thought about him. I want to break up with him but I will wait for the right moment. "Ring".
Thank goodness that class ended , I ignored Jacob and went straight to my third period. The classes I had with my best friends seemed to be going faster than the ones I had with Jacob.
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I walked with Melissa and Jacob to seventh period. They entered the classroom first and I entered last. I immedietly noticed the teacher Mr.Courtney. He was young and boy he sure was attractive. "Good afternoon Blake." Mr.Courtney said as I introduced myself. "Take a seat anywhere". He said.I walked into the classroom smiling and immediately sat in between Melissa and Jose so Jacob wouldn't sit next to me.
"Where am I supposed to sit? Jacob says. "Find another spot" Jose says laughing."Sorry" I told Jacob sarcastically while laughing. He sat near , close enough to hear what we were saying if we talked loud enough. Melissa,Jose ,and I sat near Mr.Courtneys desk because I insisted.
"So you have a little crush on the teacher huh." Melissa and Jose tell me. "Omg no , I just think he's cool" I said but I could feel my face heat up. That's a lie though. I don't have a little crush on him, I have a big crush on him.
Mr.Courtney over heard us talking and smiled and laughed a bit. "Omg your cheeks are red Blake " Jose said. "Well no shit they're red because of what you guys are saying" I said.
"Well class I'm going to take attendance and feel free to do what ever you want today because it's the first day" Mr.Courtney said.
"Jose" here. "Eduardo" here. "Jacob" here. "Melissa" here. "Blake" Mr.Courtney said. "Oh yeah she's here" He said smiling. "Sabrina" here. Sabrina was that girl who Jacob was starring at earlier. I hate her.
Everyone was here.Jacob also heard what Jose and Melissa were telling me. " Is it true, do you like the teacher?" Jacob came up to me and said. "No now calm down , don't do a scene here" I told him. "You better not like him or I swear-" Jacob said. "Swear what? Just be quiet and leave me alone right now" I told him. Jacob left angrily and went with his friends.
"He's changes so much ever since he came back from California, I can't be with him anymore but I need time to break up with him" I told Melissa and Jose . "Oh it's fine, as long as your with us he won't talk to you, we'll give you enough time, how ever much you need" Melissa and Jose said. "Okay guys thanks and I will be back soon" I said.
I walked over to Mr.Courtneys desk and sat next to him."Hi again " He said. "Hey and I hope you didn't hear anything me and my friends were talking about" I said. "Oh don't worry I didn't " He said while winking. I knew there that he had heard but chose to ignore it. I smiled and said "Thank goodness . Tell me about yourself".
Most of the class period I stayed talking to him about everything. I felt like I have known Mr.Courtney for years and I could trust him with anything.
After the class was over, I saw Melissa and Jose . They were laughing and looking at me. "So you don't have a crush on the teacher now do you huh?" Melissa said. "No now shut up because Jacob AND Mr.Courtney are coming" I said.
"Hey I'm sorry , again. Will you forgive me" Jacob said. Mr.Courtney was near and was listening. "Umm I guess so , just don't ever do it again or I swear" I said. Mr.Courtney was looking down at the floor while shaking his head. "I'm sorry" , I thought. "Wait sorry for what, Jacobs your boyfriend right? " I thought.
Jacob and I walked off. I kept turning around to look at Mr.Courtney. Part of me wished I never said I forgave Jacob .
I walked with Jacob all the way to his home. "My mom's not home. Do you want to come in. Please ?" Jacob begged. "Umm .. yeah .. fine." I said.
We walked into his house and went to his room , I don't even know why I did. "You can sit down on my bed" He said to me. I walked towards his bed and felt hands grab me. He turned me around and kissed me. I pulled back a bit from the kiss but then he pushed me to the bed.
He kissed me again and started to unbutton my shirt. I didn't want this to happen. "STOP. Please not right now. I'm not ready." I basically screamed. Jacob gave me an angry look but didn't even say anything. Before he could , I grabbed my stuff and left. " Don't follow me or anything. I will just go home by myself if you don't mind" I told him as I was going downstairs .
I left as fast as I could. I was glad he didn't follow me and I'm glad I could stop things before they got even worse. I have to find the right time to break up with him because my act will not be able to go on for any longer.
......Sorry guys this is a short chapter just to start things off....
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The Forbidden Love
RomanceAn 18 year old girl named Blake is finally a senior with her perfect boyfriend John.Everything is going perfect until John does that big mistake. With the help of one of her teacher she gets away from him but in that moment she realizes she's fallen...