All Alone.

HELL

I ran up to his room in terror of my father. I hid in my closet, knowing I wasn't safe in there. My father reeked of cheep liqueur.
"Where the hell are you, you fucking bastard! You can't hid from me forever!" My father yelled at the top of his lunges. I shook with fear dreading the posibilities of what my father would do. My father angrily ran into my room almost tearing the door off the poster covered walls. His room reeked of drugs, but his father yet to notice. He slid the closet door open, yanking me to the ground. His hand were around my neck, turning me blue. I fought to get out of his father's grip, "GET OFF OF ME !" I struggled to get the words out. " let me go I don't deserve this ."
He got out of my father's reach and ran. I knew if he went out side his father wouldn't dare to go out and do any thing to him. I ran, and ran, and ran. Not looking back I was already two streets ahead of his. I screamed in desperation,"why me,why me!"

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LATER THAT NIGHT..

It's around 11pm. It's dark and weary out. My hoods up so no one sees his sad face and bruised neck. I call a close friend, nick.
Nick has these dreamy grey eyes with little specks of blue. How dreamy they are I could stare at them all night. He was around my age 17. We are both seniors at Jamestown high. His hair falls so perfectly. His skin so soft. I wonder if he thinks about me like that? He does flirt a bit. Maybe I should try some thing tonight.

I was approaching nicks house. He was waiting out side for me. " Hey" I stifly said with a crooked smile.
"Come in, go up to the room. You CA stay here tonight." He gestured me up the stairs.
"Are you sure I don't want to be a bother."

"Yes it's fine my parents don't mind." He shut the door ad I sat on his bed.
"Do you mind if I ask what happned to you neck?" He asked looking worried yet sad.
"It's my dearest loving father. He was drunk and came after me. I tried to run but he got me." I shead a tear.
He wiped my cheek and hugged me. His hugs were so sweet. You know like the ones your grandma would give you but they are way better. Gosh I like him so much. He leaned out of the hug. I didn't want ir to end. He spoke in to me ear " it will be okay as long as you got me. I won't let anything happen to you alex." As he was talking he got close to my fave as if he was going to kiss me. So being me I leaned in and kissed him. Bamb I kissed nick what was I thinking he probably hates me. But wait he wasn't pulling away he kissed me back. What's happening.
"I'm sorry..." I spoke while wiping a tear away
"No don't be it's okay I wanted it to happen." He said giggly.
" oh...oh uh okay." I wasn't expecting him to accept that.
I guess he does like me. At least I think. Ugh I'm so confused.

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CLIFF HANGER I THINK. HELLO I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING WITH THIS I'M JUST FREE WRITING.