I Am Afraid To Loved You

Chapter 8

Sehun POV

When I was child my best friend are Jong In. We're playing basket ball our favourite sport in the park together, we shared everything we have, and we were always sharing about our problem everyday, and  we promised to not lied each other.

"Sehun-ah eat this. This doughnut is made by my mother. Say aaa~"

"aa~ um... it's very good! Taste like doughnut I usually bought at the store. Soft and sweet",

"Of course, that's my mother haha"

And we are laughed together, and we can forget about our problem at school after we met.

"Yaa Jong In-ah, don't cry! I'm here to make you laugh and happy!"

"But.... I don't want Janggu* die! I want him back to life and play with us Shun-ah *(Janggu is Jong In's dog in a real life. I'm sorry Kai I make your Janggu dies in my story T^T)" Jong In cried at the top of Janggu's grave.

"I believe that Janggu will happy in heaven, so you don't have to cry okay?", I wiped his tears and we hold our hand together and Jong In happy again.

I miss those moment, but suddenly I want to buried that memories in the deep of his grave later. I hate him! Such a betrayal! In my head he is just a bloody cheater! That moment has started since we just separate in Junior High School.

"Jong In-ah! Tomorrow is our match right? I can't believe it that you are going to be my rival on this game! Haha"

"Me too, and I don't want to lose." He said that like he really saw me as his real rival. Not a single smile anymore.

"Hey! Don't look at me such as your real rival! Haha we're at home is a brother but at the match, it's okay. But I actually hate that haha I hope we can be in a one team!"I gave him the brightest smile than ever. But he just give me a cold smirk. And he was change after that.

Beep~!

"You've get a penalty 23!" The umpire give our team a penalty because of Jong In. I saw that Jong In is cheating.

Boo~

Jong In's team get a yell from the audiens because our team supporter saw that Jong In has cheated, but the umpire said no. and the last session, Jong in's team has won the game. The player team cheering for Jong In, because Jong In make the three point for the last second.

I saw that Jong In has cheated on the game, and I want to make sure that he would say the truth to me. I approach Jong In with his friends.

"Jong In-ah, can we have a talk in the outside?"

"Yeah! Just talk here Sehun-ah!" and all of his friend glare at me,

"No, just the two of us please? Just for a moment."

"Okay"

And we talk far from the others.

"What happen? Are you want to congratulate me? Anyway thanks." His face so calm with no expression.

"Um.. I want to ask you something. But promise me you have to tell me the truth okay?"

"What is that?"

"Um.. anyway.. you are cheated right? I saw you, just tell me the truth. I won't tell the umpire I promise."

"Haha, what are you talking about? I never cheated!"

"You are. I saw you do that in my eyes!"

"Are you accusing me as a cheater? Is it?"

"I'm not, I never accusing you as a cheater. I just want you to be honest to me!"

"Get lost!"

"what?!"

"Get lost I don't want to see you anymore!"

"huh? I know you are just shame because I got you cheated on the game, right?"

"huh? Okay I know the reason why you accusing me as a cheater! Because you hate to approve that I won the game! HAHA what a pity Sehun-ah!" he raise his voice and he push me with his index finger.

"What? Hey I'm happy to see you win the game!"

"No! You lying! I know you since we were in kindergarten! You hate that I have something more than you!!"

"what kind of fictional story that you've made Jong In-ah? You've changed!"

"THAT IS THE TRUTH! AND REMEMBER! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE! OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER!" he said that with one a deep breath and loud.

"Okay. It doesn't matter for me. You are just *cough* a BLOODY CHEATER hum sorry and a..... JERK Jong In-ah."

And yeah our friendship is over just for a minute, anyway...

"Sehun-ah!"

Oh it's like someone has called me, anyway..

"Sehun-ah!"

Okay! Whose calling me???!!! A girl's voices but there's no one here.

"Sehun-ah!"

Okay, Lil'bit scary. Wait wait! Why it turn to be white? Like a blank page!

"Sehun-ah!"

"WHO'S CALLING ME???!" I scream after I wake up from... maybe fainted.

I take a deep breath, it's very hard to take a breath. It's like I'm just finish from marathon.

"Sehun-ah! ARE YOU OKAY????"

I open my eyes slowly, and exactly same as my prediction. It's..

"Oh.. Yeo-Reum-ah...."