I haven't seen Jongdae in two years now. Luhan says he's doing alright. I miss him so much. My dad called me greedy and hit me. He said I should appreciate the woman instead of seeking a man. Jongdae isn't allowed to come to church anymore. I just want to see him.
I kick the fence and let the tears fall again. "Jongdae, come back." Arms wrap around me and I whip around on edge. Jongdae jumps back, his hands in surrender. "Jongdae!" I tackle him in a hug and he shushes me gently. "Hey, baby." My heart flutters at the pet name. "Oh my god, Yixing..." He breathes, feeling the bones in my torso. I flinch and cower away, embarrassed. I haven't been eating because I said if I stopped eating so much then maybe he would come back. Maybe I just wasn't good enough.
"Yixing, baby. Have you ate?" I shake my head, crying. I'm still not good enough. "No, baby. Shhhh... It's not healthy to be that way- you're gorgeous baby." He kisses me gently and I kiss back. I grip his hips and he winces. "Don't worry about it- banged it." I shake my head, "So clumsy." He blushes lightly. Jongdae pushes me in the alley and on a wall. I moan loudly as he kisses my pulse spot. "Yixing, quiet baby. I'm not supposed to be here."
I whimper as he teases me. Not purposely but because he can't do more cause I'm too loud. But I need more. I need him. I bite on his neck, letting him moan...
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"What is this?" My dad hits me. "You saw him again!" I shake my head. "No, father." I whimper and he obviously didn't believe me. I get my beating and cry in my room. Jongdae please help me escape.
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Hey ChurchBoy
FanfictionChurch boys and the Christians. All the same beliefs- different ways of showing it. Zhang Yixing is the most known Church boy meanwhile Kim Jongdae just goes to church occasionally- feeling weird to go for his sexuality. What would happen as the ch...
