Hi Mommy, I Love You.

I did not write this story. I saw it in a post on my friend's facebook.

Hi Mommy,

I'm your baby. You don't know about me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born, I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we'll have each other. We'll help each other and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you did all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me!... He wasn't happy, Mommy. He got kind of angry. I don't think you noticed but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backwards, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... But I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It made me cry too. He said dorry after and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... Why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! You're stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me. You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so happy. You sing to me too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel, and I giggle. You giggle too. I love you Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. you haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since then. Don't you still love me Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that whe nyou're awake anymore?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy! Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today and it's somewhere new. I'm excited, And it looks like a hospital too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. Did I tell you that? I hope your as excited as I am, I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating but I can't tell what you're thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something is going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I'll feel safe again. I love you.

Mommy what are they doing to me?! It hurts! Please make them stop. It feels bad. Please, Mommy please, please help me. Make them stop.

Don't worry Mommy. I'm safe, I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did and they told me it's called an abortion.

Why Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me anymore? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What sis I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live Mommy. Please! It really hurts to see you not care about me and not tak to me. Didn't I love you enough, Mommy? Please say you'll keep me. I want to live, and smile, and watch the clouds, and see your face, and grow up, and be a doctor, I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really, really, really, sorry if I did something wrong. I love you.

I love you, Mommy...