BFF OR BF

chapter 7 - poison_ivy_ou

"she just hugs tighter" I am so worried about me and lee being friends cause..... what if I die? will she be ok I think about alex to myself I dont need him I dont even really like him I just like the way he looks back to in the doctors office

I tell lee to go with me to get me schedule for my chemo therapy I have it mondays and thursdays the same days as cheer I tell lee I need to do one and I want to do the other she replys "cheer means alot to me but you mean more than words could ever speak". I reply I will never forget you she replys "how could I forget you" and I reply I couldn't forget you? I love lee more than she could ever know and more than I can. I will always love her ups and downs all arounds... Always more than Alex ALWAYS.I think about how my life is going to be i feel like im am getting sicker and sicker as time goes I wonder if ....... if I really will lose her I don't want to and I hope she doesn't want to lose me. I want to have her there when it happens if I do. But before the doctor sends her to the waiting room I turn around and run to her and give her the biggest hug than anyone has ever given me, her or anyone ever. I tell her " I love you".