As I stormed out of the living room into my room I slammed my door falling on The floor crying. I put my hands in my palms as I cried heavily. I got up rembering the words my family had left In my mind.
I jerked my drawer open pulling out a razor blade. I sat down on my bed. I stared at my hand that had the blade in It.
I slid my long sleeves up slowly. I looked at the scars that were left on my arm from awhile ago, I sniffed and wiped my tears away with my wrist.
I took a deep breath, I softly slid the blade down my wrist leaving a slight mark. Then the words echoed in my head,
"you worthless piece of shit," "you greedy little bitch,"
I squeezed my eyes shut I pressed the blade harder against my wrist I whipped it across my wrist as blood went spilling in the floor.
I slightly smiled as I did it again, and again, and a few more times. I put my blade back in the drawer and cleaned up the blood, then I cleaned my wrist off and pulled down my sleeves. I grabbed my phone and head phones.
I put my head phones on as I started playing a song by black veil brides. I went to check my texts. Nothing.
"Of course who would text me." I muttered under my breath. I closed my eyes as I turned my music up higher. My older sister came storming in, she started talking but I couldn't hear her. I held my finger up telling her to hold on.
I took my head phones off. "What do you want?"
I muttered.
"Your gonna go deaf if you keep listening to that music all the way up,"
she said
"That's why you wanted???"
I said frustrated.
"No I'm just saying,"
I gave her the I'm gonna go off on you look.
"Ok what I really wanted is I was wondering if you wanted to come tag along with me at my friends party?"
she said
"Heh no thanks,"
"c'mon your always in this room are you like socially awkward," "Go away!"
"Chill out Sam geese,"
She walked out and slammed my door. I put my head phone back on. I noticed I had a text.
"Huh?"
I said quietly out loud.
"Hey Sam! You probably don't know me I'm Frank I'm your neighbor! I live right next door to you, I just recently moved here and I believe I go to your school! Well if you ever need anything I'm right next door!"
I looked out my window
"Well then,"
I say out loud.
"I guess it wouldn't hurt,"
I got up and put on my jacket. I walked down stairs making no eye contact with anyone. My mom said,
"Where you going?"
"To the neighbors,"
I muttered
"Uh ok bye."
I walked out of the house into the cold. There was snow on the ground. It was snowing just a little but not a lot. The snow was almost up to my knees though.
I walked over to the neighbors and knocked on there door. I heard some yelling then footsteps.
A young boy about my age opened the door. He had black hair that draped over his left eye, he was pale and had light blue eyes.
"Oh hello!"
He said cheerfully with a smile on his face.
