Dear crush,
You will probably never see this. And you will never know how much I love you. From the very first time I saw you,I immediately fell for you. I literally just sat in front of me TV and stared at you,listened to your soft voice as you introduced yourself as "Niall Horan." But I never knew that name would be stuck in my head for life,that you would be in my heart forever. One day,I promise we will meet. Even if it doesnt mean much to you,if im just another fan,another girl.I DONT CARE. Being even in the same room as you,would mean the world to me. Hearing your angelic voice in person,would be a dream come true. All the sleepless nights i've had,because you were on my mind. All the times when I couldnt concentrate because you were distracting me. All because,I love you. When I saw you for the first,life became....better. Funner, worth living. Thank you,for changing my life. For being there. For being you. I really appreciate it.
I love you. Forever and always. After all this time,its still you. One day I want to here you say "Dont worry princess,ill protect you from all this bullshit.All these haters, i'll protect you from this cruel world. Never hurt yourself again. For as long as I live,nothing shall hurt you,when im here,im your protector. I love you." Seeing you through a computer screen is enough to get me throught today. You make me smile when no one cant,you makes me laugh when no one can. I havent loved anyone this hard before. You are my everything. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, gets me through today! I love you,there is no fantasy about it, your eyes,mouth,personality.Everything. Dont say love is a dream, because you probably havent experienced it. Love is real,love exist. I am in love. Niall is my lover. Looks like im not sleeping tonight. Niall James Horan...you have the biggest effect on me than anyone else on this world.If Demi didnt need a thigh gap for Niall to love her. Then neither do I. Im jealous of every girl that has hugged him. Because for a split second,they were holding my whole world...
Niall this is for you!
Love Shayla!xox
