SERENITY

Serenity Macartney

Dearest fellas,

Serenity here, everyone!

By the time you got to see and read this, I'm probably, successfully, dead. So here yah go..
I didn't wrote this to say my reasons why I did this. I'll keep those reasons to myself. I just thought, I'm tired... Sleep can't do anything in this kind of tired. My heart felt like tired of beating. My lungs just wanna rest from breathing. My whole body wants to shut down and rest, eternally. I feel like I wanna go in a cave and hibernate. I wanna sleep, and never wake up..
I wanna tell you that I tried. I tried to live. To shake those things off like all of you would always say. But those are like demons, they will never let me at peace. They always haunt me, day and night. I tried to get rid of them. To wash them away. I thought I succeeded. But I'm wrong. They came back. Stronger. And this time, they ate my whole being. I'm sorry for not being strong enough to fight them.
In case that you're thinking, why? Why did I kill myself?
I'd say...

You told me to be happy.

And I did. I chose to be happy. For good.

Goodbye. XOXO

Serenity Macartney