Missing Izumi * Love Stage Fanfiction (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Eight: The night I spent

~Ryouma~

            I woke up and did my every day routine, I got up and ready for today. Since I'm the protagonist of the story, I am so busy to do things in my house like cooking but I do my laundry two times a week, so I am eating outside. When I got to the studio as usual I greeted them and went in the dressing room and get ready for the shoot. After that I heard my manager reminding me to go at the set, so did I. I saw Izumi and other actors as well, we all moved to our place and

"ACTION!"

          We begun the shoot and I did my job. While acting I saw Izumi, he's acting very well like some one I know. After the shoot and a long hours of acting, I decided to look some food and eat it at home. When I saw Izumi went in a shop of sweet, I followed him.

"Izumi!" I called his name.

"Ryouma? Why are here?" He said.

"Nothing, I'm thinking to buy some sweet" I answered

"You like sweet?" I asked him. He answered a nod and he take look at the sweet looking cake, I guess he really like sweet. Maybe I buy it for him. I ordered a two box of strawberry cream puff and gave the other one to him. He looks like a child, he's cute. 

"Thank You~" he said. Suddenly I felt his hand over mine,

"Why?" I said nervously, then he drag me to the table. He let me sit on the chair as well as him. We chat while eating delicious desert. We talk about work and acting.

"So, why did you chose kind of work?" I ask him

"Well, I don't know either. I just know, I feel that I'm working like this in my past life" He answer, past life, huh?

"What is this past life thingy?" I ask him, he was about to answer nut then was interrupt by a call.

"Sorry, gotta answer this" he said, he left his seat and walk towards to the restroom. When he got back, he pack his things.

"Sorry, I have to go. An emergency came up" He explained. What king of emergency? After he left I also left the store with a box of strawberry cream puff.

~Izumi~

It's late! I never thought of the time. Ryouma is fun talking with, I really enjoyed being with him. I feel safe and sound like I know him but, sigh~ I don't know what to do anymore? Well, in the first place I have nothing to do. Asami called me a while ago, I'm going home.

In the called night, I found myself wondering about Ryouma. It has to stop! As I walked in the house I heard a messy noise from Asami's room. I walked toward to the room and heard a really strange noise.

"Ah....." a voice from a woman who held Asami closely. As soon I saw this scene I rush to my room, so that I can't hear this weird noise. I just sat on my bed the whole night. The next day, I just did the same routine and act like nothing happen. When I went downstairs I saw Asami is cooking breakfast. I sat on the chair and Asami gave my breakfast. I just eat it silently.

"Izumi. Are you okay? You're pale?" He ask.

"No, I'm not!" I said then I took my things and rushed towards the door. I run to the train station and goes to the studio. I know that he is about to said something but I just feel like I don't want to hear it. I'm bemused. There is something inside me that want to explode like a bomb, as if it were to search a missing pieces of a puzzle.

"Okay! We're finish!" one of the producer shouted, it is because we've finish the drama. The whole thing! Well time is fast when you're not counting it. And yep, Asami still bring women in that house and yet he did announce nothing to me. He's hiding it from me, I feel like...... Oh! I forgot that he's my lover. 

[a/n: You can read what Izumi talking about is in chapter 2: Amnesia] 

   I did not say anything, I'm scared. I remember the time when he's drunk. I don't like it! But all I could remember is he pushed me onto the table and then blank. Maybe I, myself don't want to remember that. When I hear this kind of noise gives me chill, I almost can't sleep every night. But there is one thing that I like. He's stop bothering me about any sexual 'things'. But still is not right to bring home a woman when you're lover is next to you. I'm not saying that having an affair is good? Ugh! This is really confusing. You know what confusing? Like I said my heart and mind is seeking something! Is it peace of mind? my love life? Asami? Ryouma?

Why did Ryouma pop in my mind? That remind me that we have a dinner party for completing the drama tomorrow. Remember a year of hearing weird noise at the same time your working the next morning. Isn't that stressful? A whole year! This will lead into nothing, not until I talk to Asami.

That is today!

"Asami, um. I need to talk to you," I said nervously, of course I'd be nervous. I'm hopeless.

"Yes, what is it? Come here, sit" He said while sipping his coffee that I prepared. I sat on the couch like he said.

"Ummm......Did you know that I'm hearing weird noise to your roo-"

"When did you notice this?" he asked, I'm just about to say the problem. Let experiment this situation. What to say? umm, 

"just a week ago" ? I said unconsciously? He pause for a seconds until a knock from the door. He urgently open the door, I was about to check who is it but it seem that Asami shoo it away.

"Who was it?" I ask.

"Nothing! let's go to sleep" he said and he drag me into his room.

"Hey! How about th--" He place his hand to my mouth. He put his other hand on my waist as if he is hugging me, not to mention we're laying in the his bed.

"Izumi, that's just you're imagination, okay!" He said. What? See he's hiding it from me!

"Umm. Tomorrow, I'm going to be late. They invited me to a party" I explain, he just nod. I will let this pass because I lied to him, just to be fair. I think?

*Fast Forward*

I am now in front of the restaurant that the director reserved. I'm nervous, this is my first time!

"Hey!" I heard a voice in my back, I turn to look at him. It was one of the staff.

"They are waiting now!" she said. I just nod and make an entrance to the restaurant. I sees many people talking and eating! Am I late?

"You're just in time!" the director said while tapping my shoulder.

"Izumi, you go there in that table," the director pointed a table where the actors are placed. I goes there and sees Ryouma there.

"hello!" I greet them.

"Oh! Izumi. Come come!" one of the co-actors said.

"Here!" while handing , a glass of beer.

"I don't drink this kin....." -me

"Eh? You should drink! This is a party!"

"No, really!" -me

"Just one glass, okay?" -me *drinks*

"oh, you took it in just one drink"

"umm, yea. I think?" -me. I'm weak at this, but.....I am dizzy! 

~Ryouma~

I saw Izumi drinks the glass of beer and become dizzy I think cause he wrigling.