This event changed my life. For some this may be stupid. For me, it means a lot. It was a huge step in my life. By doing this, I have broken the trust of my parents and my dear ones. I have lost everything even myself. He was telling me to stay with him. Like a fool, I stayed. At that moment, I didn't understand what was happening. What was going on? I had a gut feeling. You might find it strange or even insane but I felt as if I was controlled. By who and why? Only God knows...
It was 2:00 a.m. I was in my bed. Oh God, the same nightmare again. Since a year I have been trying to forget this part of my life but I must believe that it is impossible. Something in me was deeply attracted to him but I didn't love him, I hope. I am sure about that. Well, since I met him, I was kind of hypnotized if I can say. He impressed me in a way that I can't get over him. He is so charming, intelligent,quite sexy and deeply intimidating. Whenever I see him, he seems to be so mysterious as if he is keeping some confidential matters. His eyes, ohh how should I describe this? It is so magical. It is blue, not the bright one but one shade darker, and it has a touch of grey. His look is intense, quite addictive. Really he is the epitome of male beauty.
I want him. No it is not that. I didn't mean it. Well, it is complicated but one thing is clear, I feel better with him. I feel secure with him. I am not supposed to have those feelings for him but what to do. Love is like that. It has no age, no status, no color and no religion. Love is pure. Love is universal.
