Colorblind ➵ Niall Horan [au]

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(￣。￣)～ｚｚｚ So tired crazy! But finally an Update.

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Serenity

                   

"Stop being so grumpy." Louis said, placing the golf ball carefully on the roof of his car. "You don't get it, it's so fucking weird." I looked up to see him standing above me.

"Tell Dr. Tomlinson more about it." He took a swing and hit the ball, letting it fly over me.

"Nice shot." I smiled, watching the blue ball getting smaller and rolling down the hill. "What annoys you about him being here?" He placed another ball on the roof.

"I don't know, he is stuck in my head."

"Oh my god Siren. Do you have a crush?" He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. "No, No." I sat up.

"Well seems like it, I can't wait to finally meet that guy that manages to steal Serenity's heart." He laughed, taking another swing.

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I sat on my bed, looking out of the window whilst my hair stuck to my cheek due to my salty tears catching them on the way down.

It was one of those days.

Sadly it has been one of those days for a year now. Don't get me wrong, my life was good. Not fantastic but there could be so much worse, I believe.

I feel ungrateful, I could still see, wasn't this a reason to be happy? I looked outside, the sun gone and the streetlights reflecting from the puddles on the street. I looked at my wall, looking at all the small pieces of paper. I always hoped I would wake up and just be able to see all of those different shades of blue and green I once painted on them.

I heard my door swing open, Daniel running in not even noticing my tears. "Siren I told you about twenty-thousand times to fucking close the marker pens with the right fucking caps." He came closer to me with markers in his hand, his eyes still not looking up at me.

"Just because you are fucking colorblind doesn't mean that you have to not give a shit." He continued, pacing around in my room.

"Daniel, please." I sobbed, my eyes shutting. "No, you can't make my life harder just because you are so fucked up." He continued.

I wiped my eyes with my sweater, sucking it all in just as always. "Get out of my fucking room." I said calmly, the door shutting loudly. Great.

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"Do you have to do this?" I quietly said, "Yes, you have ditched too many lessons of PE so now I will guide you there." My dad held my arm.

"I have asthma."

"Not a good excuse Serenity." He smiled.

There we stood, my sweat already building up and I haven't even entered the gym yet. I saw him and that was enough to make Goosebumps appear. 

"Felmer?" My dad asked him, pulling his hand out of his pocket to shake his.

Then he spoke, the raspy voice I used to hear in the mornings. The voice that would tell me that this was okay, and that age was just a difference.

"Yes." He looked at me and back at my dad.

"Marius Felmer." He shook my dad's hand. "Don't worry, I will take good care of Siren."

I felt my heart beat, I knew he didn't want this to be over but it was. He was the one that cheated, sending me messages the whole summer long.

I walked past him, quickly changing and searching for Louis.

No one knew about this, I don't know if I was embarrassed of my decisions or scared of the consequences.

I was frightened of being called off as a liar.

Louis waved me over, I saw him sit besides Niall, Zayn and Liam.

"Wow, Serenity in PE? This isn't football practice you know that right?" He joked, making me fake a small smirk.

Niall stood up to sit next to me. "Did you do English?" He asked, wow slick move Horan.

"Yeah, I probably did a bit too much." I laughed, staring into his eyes.

"You, You've got an eyelash." He stuck his finger out, softly swiping my cheek with his thumb, "Right here." He breathed.

I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder, "Siren, we need to talk." Marius said, making me turn around. His eyes fixed on Niall's thumb that was on my blushing cheeks.

"Y-Yeah, sure. We can talk here." I stuttered whilst slowly scooching closer to Niall.

"No." His grip tightened, "Over there." He pointed out of the gym, his eyes dark and not that pretty and welcoming color Niall's were.

I felt Marius lifting me up with the grip of my shoulder.

Please No.

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