Darkness...
It follows me around like the plague.
Waiting...
Watching...
Begging me to crumble into dust.
My hope breaking...
My hatred growing...
Why can't I be just like the girls I see in magazines?
Nobody gives a damn about me...
Why should they care, if I leave this world never to return...
But, for the people that have called me annoying and stupid
I will see them again in heaven
They'll probably be apologizing or not
Before this blade digs into my skin taking my like away in every little drop
I ask 'will anyone save me from my self?'
I get no answer
no way to stop
no one to care
But as the blade digs as deep as it can go, a males scream echos in the dark forest
He rushes to my side to stop the bleeding, but its to late I'm already dead.
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As the funeral goes on I stay in the background
the only person there is the preacher and the boy who tried to save me
My parents didn't come
No one but that boy
A girl then walked to him trying to drag him away, but he wouldn't budge
They argued...
and argued...
until the girl gave up and left
the boy sighed and walked to the casket with a small smile on his face
'I wish that you would have stayed a bit longer' he said. 'I could've helped you, I wanted to say that... I love you. Never think that I won't, even though you're in heaven you will always be loved by me.'
I stared at the boy, not believeing his words
Then I heard a voice. 'You love him don't you' it said.
'yes'
'Then I will give you a second chance at life'
Before I could blink my transparent eyes I gasped with my eyes wide open
'wait' I yelled.
The boy and the preacher stared at me in shock
I was alive again...
with a second chance at life...
'I don't want to die yet' I said. 'If what you say is true I would like the help'
That was 10 long years ago
now that boy that tried to help me is my loving husband
with already two childeren
I pray every night to God to thank him for a second chance at life
I would still probably be wondering the world looking for answers
but the answer was you God who put me on the right path
and to this everyone calles me 'God's miracle'
