I couldn't catch my tears I was so happy, I started waving back to fans and going and saying hi, taking selfies and meeting them it's really different when your on the other side, I'm so happy, more people were coming and the meet-up filled up and suddenly for these moments nothing mattered nor the money or my life problems or the negativity all that mattered was making them happy.
"THANK YOU FOR COMING WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH " I shout
" I LOVE YOU BABES SO MUCH" mahogany shouts
And now I understand why they tell us that we mean the world to them because now I feel like they mean everything to me
" LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED " Cameron Shouts
The music blasted and everyone was shouting with joy we started being silly and doing fun challenges and meeting them..... taking selfies and signing autographs . I've always thought that fans mattered but not as much but now I understand we mean the world to them they do it all for us and it didn't feel like they were our fans it felt like our family, our friends and most importantly people that we would do anything to make them happy.As I was doing all these things I started to tear because I was really happy and some people noticed especially Cam
" hey babe looks like someones happy " he says while smiling as he approaches me
" are you kidding this is insane ! they mean so much to me! I didn't expect to feel this way, espacially that there your fans but I just can't stop loving them " i say happily
" yeah I know they do mean a lot "
" I think we should tell them that "
" yeah we do "
Cam holds my hand and drags me to the stage he talks to the crowd while I go to Mahogany
" wow when you traveled to Italy for the meet-up I honestly thought yo were crazy but now I understand why, It feels so so so " I get tongue tied
"different, I know right its crazy what they do or s and all you want to do is give back " she completes my sentence
" I feel like were going to be great friends " i say
" me too " she answers
FRIENDS OH MY GOD I FORGOT STACY ! I rush to the backstage to call her, i reach out for my phone and when I hold it I see a text from her
Stace : hey listen I might be coming a bit later like 7 PM something came up :(
she sent it at 6:30
I look at the time its already 7:30 where is she ? I call her but she doesn't answer ..... I am starting to get worried. I sit in the corner of the backstage that Mahogany set up, I honestly dont know what to do. Thoughts keep rushing through my mind I dont know what to expect but then I get a hunch that something bad happened and my hunches are never wrong...... Oh my God what do I do ?
" Zoe, are you here ?" I hear Cam shouting
" Yeah " I shout
"There you are, I've been looking for you for the past 30 seconds " he says laughing
I laugh but it fades away just as I remember why I came here
" Something wrong ?" he asks genuinely
I look at him, he looks so happy and purely concerned so when i look into his eyes, I decide not to tell him..... I feel guilty because you can tell by his eyes that he wants me to be happy and go back outside but I have to make up something so I realize that its dark so I say
" oh its nothing its just too dark "
His smile widens up
" Oh my God you scared me I thought something happened go to the stage ill bring the lights from there " he points at the corner
" Oh okay thanks " I say smiling
WHEN DID I GET SO LUCKY FOR A BOYFRIEND LIKE THIS
I run to the stage but i feel like something fell out of my pocket but I never mind it anyway
Cam's POV
I hear something fall on the floor I look at it its just her phone I laugh she always drops it
I look at her wallpaper its a picture of us I smile I love her so much just as I was about to lock it, it vibrates I look at the text
Stacy : hey I am not coming, Gab's in the hospital right now :((
Oh my God should I tell Zoella ?????
I call Stacy
" hey" i say
"Cam hiii " stace answers
" Listen I read your text but I dont know what to tell Zoe?" I say
" I know I think you should' tell her I regretted that I did" Stacy says
" Okay I wont tell Zoe " I promise
"Tell me what ?" Zoe says
