The response is gone
Not just the one but all
My importance is fading
Way to fast for liking
Im feeling stranded
No one reaches back for me
Im trying to find someone
Who cares??
Who will understand??
Who will stick around??
I should have known
I let them in and was wrong
I made the mistake
Over and over again
they are gone and I see no return
Im not worth the time nor the words
my existence isnt worth their thoughts
I must act strong and not cry again
but my heart is getting torn
the stitches will never be sewn up
I should have never put myself out
out to where all can judge
Depression is pulling me in
Doubts are clouding my judgment
confusion is how I think
No one cares and I shouldnt be surprised
I gave my love away for it not to be returned
Hiding is what im good at
why did I stray away from my talent??
Being invisible is what I do best
Not showing interest, too afraid
Im terrified of losing another one
The memories never leave my mind
But they all exit my life like no care in the world
They dont think how they hurt me
I trust too easily and it bites back
Gone with the wind is how it works
Im told to adventure, but it ends in disaster
My life comes crashing down, crumbling
Once again I run to the dark
let it engulf me until no one sees
The pain is excruciating, killing me
I must remind myself to never try again
I always end up hurt and in tears
They go and I stay to wallow in pain
Im the toy they get bored with
Im thrown away not even important enough for the shelf
No one is proud to acknowledge me
Why should I continue living???
