Hard life

Chapter 1; karon .
My sister was 16 years old.
her name was Karon. she had brunette hair
She was really short about 4'11.
Little but she would break your jaw.
She was a big menace to society.
Karon went to Northern Virginia juvenile detention center multiple times. She was a Delinquent.
She went for theft , robbery, brutal fighting , violent crimes.
To her school was a barbaric institution.
Because of her we moved numerous times,
when she had her first kid she was so young.
Her boyfriend Dominique said he'll be there for her when the child was born.
Well she fell for a lying ass nigga .. He really didn't care for the child he just wanted some ass.
I tried to warn her about him but she refused to listen to me she said I'm to nosey.
"Stay out of my business " she would always say.
Her voice was very high pitched an annoying sometimes.
He Called my sister a whore a slut etc he said " that kid ain't his !! "
No baby father there for her kid was a hard life ...
She was kicked out the house for about 7 months.
God knows what she did for such a long but short period of time.
She came back an my mother took her back in because she had felt horrendous ...
For leavening my sister out in the streets like a stray dog with a pup ..
My mom had done it to me before to leave me outside for disobeying her.
I slept outside like 4 times the cold floor on your face is not a good feeling.
One day me an my sister went for a walk in the wrong neighborhood.
Where she had stabbed a girl ...
We was talking about life an her baby girl Jessica.
Karon wanted to do a lot for that baby girl.
She was talking to me "I just wish life didn't have to be this way"
I looked at her and from a distance I saw a man standing.
He had a gun my heart raised  we was having a good vibe but it all got torn apart .. when he pointed the gun to my sisters head ...
I shrieked NO !!
He pulled the trigger ... gunfire !!
It shot her in the forehead I saw it all with my own eyes. My own sister dying in front of me
my family my own blood is shattered everywhere.
It was terrific I couldn't keep my eyes of it the deep red blood  ... blood running down to her eyes .
Me holding her ... her blood on my face, on my perfectly white shirt
now bloody shirt I remained traumatized.. I was stuck .. In shock
It's like my brain shutdown everything in my head went pitch black ...
I got up an ran home faster than a tiger to get help ..!
a 25 min walk was a 7 min run for me
Finally I saw home I busted the door open
HELPP ! Someone PLEASE KARON
IS ... Is IS .. I couldn't even speak I kept getting stuck I was shaking and shivering..
than I spoke up KARONS DEAD ! I broke down on the floor
crying, whimpering, weeping everyone in the house ran out
We got in cars an drove to Karon an the police and ambulance was already there ..
I was truly in the biggest pain I've ever had I felt mentally abused.
We went to the hospital we was In there
Waiting .. For the doc after long hours of waiting  .. He came back and said .. "Her injuries were so extensive, we didn't expect her to survive" I'm so sorry she didn't make it ..
The whole family started crying for a while .. I jus couldn't stop thinking..
Of when she got shot in the head .. I just had to make a speech to my family .. I told everyone to stop crying ..
"Karon wouldn't wanna see us crying in pain lets just do this for her .. death leaves an unbearable heartache no one can heal .. Love leaves a memory no one can steal but her murder will be revealed and one day we will feel her agin .. this is a hard life  .. Later on that night I was crying in a dark room by my self breathing hard I did it for the past months I still think about it till this day it's only been about 6 years since she passed.