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Chapter 1 ending

My hole life has been this fairy tale ending that doesn't exist, sometimes I feel
like a fairytale. I don't have to be interesting to be understood but the problem is not a single person understands me at all. Not even my own parents get me there to drunk to even realize I'm there. Well what ever my parents don't even know I'm there child at times. I just want to escape. I have read the book the beginning tree a million times on wattpad but I just can't wrap my finger around that a girl got everything she could ever want by having a talking tree and then turning into one after the tree died. I wish my life was as simple as hers. Sometimes I feel like the ending is the beginning because we're starting fresh but who knows I'm stupid so who cares. It's not only my parents it's the kids at my school to but I wish it was just my parents.... A boy in my class blamed me for saying I wanted to rip out his throat I think to myself what is there to rip. I guess people will never get me. It was much easier when I was a little kid. My favorite book as a child was sleeping beauty, it was the day of the neighborhood Bon fire when my mom needed more wood to start the fire she ended up throwing the book in the fire to keep it going. Everyone just laughed at me and said good job to my mom. I have never felt more lost in my hole life because of what happened that day. When I was 8 I had a neighbor Ben he and his girlfriend had just moved into the neighborhood he and Macy his girlfriend were the only ones who didn't laugh at me. I remember the next day Ben putting his head over the fence and he handed me the newest copy of sleeping beauty I hugged him.
I really miss him. He and Macy ended up moving to LA when I was 12. Then again I felt lost. I was the only one who said goodbye to them. I also remember bugging my dad the hole day about buying them a present and coming with me to say goodbye he got so mad that he slapped me as hard as he could across the face. When I went to Ben to talk to him before he left our conversation went a little like this..... Ben I'm going to miss you :(. Well I'm going to miss you a lot more um what happened here (pointed to my cheek) I told him my dad had hit me across the face as hard as he could. He said if it gets to out of hand you tell someone that can help ok? Ok Ben. I miss him so much. My name is deven well my real name is devenity. Ben and Macy had been my only support or only friends since forever. I just can't understand why people bully but what I don't understand is why did my parents even decide to have a child when they knew they would do the worst job at being one. My dream job was to become a nurse because I want to help people but my parents would rather have me an alcoholic then one. Unlike every parent that tells you to not smoke and to not take drugs my parents told me to have all of those. I remember having the best time of my life saving up money for Disney world. My mom my dad and I went on my 13th birthday and there was a huge crowd of people everywhere my parents and I actually had a wonderful time until we had gone on a ride and my parents had got off and just left me at Disney world as they went home I'm lucky we live in Florida. Well anyways what I did was ask a family if I could use there phone to call my grandparents and they let me. When my grandparents came they thanked the family that let me use there phone I mean geez I had to thank them to they stayed with me till my grandparents came. My grandparents drove me home and my grandpa yelled at my parents for being to stupid. But the thing I didn't know is my grandpa would die five days after I turn 14 a year later.

( Ps reader this is not a true story)