A/N: I don't want to offend any of you. If you think I am. If your parents are gay or if someone close to you had died or you have tried to kill yourself. I'm not making fun of just writing a story... But enjoy.
It was 2 o'clock in the morning when you got the phone call from your sister. That your mum had recently died. You and Kyle had just got finished lovemaking. Why you guys are up that late don't ask why. Once your sister called you, you broke down into tears. You and your mother were never close. The last you guys talked there was an argument. You swore you would never talk to her again. But this time it didn't matter, you felt so stupid you never got to say goodbye and to tell her you to love her. Your sister said she was battling Breast Cancer and she didn't have much time. She also recently had an anaphylactic reaction (serious reaction). You cried more as your husband Kyle was holding you in his warm yet beautiful chest. You told your sister that you had to go and send her the address and day to go to the funeral, you finally hung up. Kyle was patting your back, he saw how depressed you were. He gave you little kisses on your neck, for head, lips, and cheek. He said, "Babe I'm so sorry, I know you want some space, but is the anything I could do?" You responded in a shaky voice "No baby I'm fine, you can just be a good husband that's all". Kyle tucked you back into bed and spooned you the rest of the night.The next morning you checked your phone. All of your notifications were filled with "I give you my condolences". This was on your Facebook, Twitter, and whatever else you had. Kyle walked in on you crying once more. He picked up your chin with his hands and said "no phone today OK Y/N, I'm gonna take you out today. To get your mind of the whole funeral thing".You showered and got dressed you wore gray sweatpants and a gray crop top with your hair in a messy bun and some black converse. You were too sad to give a crap about your appearance today. Evan had on the usual black and red checkered flannel, and some Khaki shorts. You finally left the house and cruised around town. Your head against the window and everything you passed reminded you of your mother. When you passed by restaurants they smelled like the cooking your mother attempt to do. Your second mum died. Yes, your mother was gay. But you never liked her anyway. So at her funeral, you didn't cry. Kyle kept looking at you crying. He says to you"Baby please cheer up, I know this is a hard time, but it kills me to see you this upset. It makes my heart drop". You respond in a raspy voice because you were silently crying "Kyle I'm sorry but I just feel empty. We never had the best relationship but what makes it worst is that I told her I never wanted to speak to her ever again and I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. Every time something was wrong she was always there. But for me, I'm the worst daughter ever how could I be so cold to her... I wanna die I wanna kill myself!! This is too much". Kyle says "Y/N don't ever say that, don't ever say that again. You don't mean it".*** (a couple of days later)The funeral was finally today. You dressed up in a black skin-tight dress and put on your black heels. The funeral was beautiful your mother had on her favorite suit and her favorite pair of heels along with her eating and other things. You went up to her casket and started sobbing very loud. Your sister was also crying. When the pastor came up and asked if anyone would like to say anything you got up and spoke thus you said "mother I'm so sorry for being the brat I am, and for not being there for you. I'm the worst daughter ever. It hurts me worst now because I never got to say goodbye to you. Everything I pass by reminds me of you I'm some sort of way".The funeral was over, you went to the cemetery and watched them put her in the grave and the man said the "dust to dust ashes to ashes scripture". You cried again and threw your black flowers.You and Kyle got home took off your clothes and took a nice nap, but before you did you told Kyle "thanks baby for all your help through this sad time. I love you so much. I would do the same for you if someone died in your family that you loved oh so dearly. Kyle responds " your welcome baby why do you think we said our wedding vows"? He kissed you on the lips and you guys spooned and slept until the next day.
