Chapter 20

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Hey guys this will be the last chapter and then I'm writing the epilogue. I want to thank you all so much for reading and my new book will be out on the 12th September!!!!! So thanks  for reading!!!!!

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Justin's pov :

* 2 months later*

Its been 2 months since Hope died and I just can't stop thinking about her. I miss her soo much. I was due to go on stage in 5 minutes but I was in my dressing room looking at the photos that me and Hope took on the first day we met. I wiped a tear away and headed backstage.

"As long as you love me!!!!!" I sang when I came out on stage. I looked around and saw a girl who looked like Hope. A girl not far from her held a sign saying 'JUSTIN + HOPE= JOPE', in a big heart.

"I cant do this anymore" I said and scooter gave me a WTF look but  I carried on. "Can we please get a piano one stage?" I asked and they nodded. Then I turned back to my beliebers.

"So, you guys know that my girlfriend Hope, had cancer, right. Well 2 months ago she died and I haven't been myself. I've been puking on stage and when I go back to my hotel I would cry myself to sleep knowing that she's not with me to say that everything's gonna be alright. So, I know I usually don't sing my old songs but this one explains how Im feeling right now. So hope, baby if you're listening right now, this is for you" I said and I sat down at piano.

"Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

Take my hand and walk with me

I need you to set me free yeah

[chorus]
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light

Where are you now,
When I need you the most?

I need you
To need me
Can't you see me
How could you leave me
My heart is half empty
I'm not whole
When you're not with me

I want you
Here with me
To guide me
hold me
and love me now

Why don't you take my hand?
I wanna be close.
Take my hand and walk with me, yeahh.

[chorus]

So take my hand and walk with me.
Show me what to be, yeah
I need you to set me free, yeahh.

Where are you now?
Now that I'm half-grown.
Why are we far apart?
I feel all alone.

[chorus]

I quickly finished and they all started to scream.

"Thank you for listening and Hope I just wanna let you know I love you sooo much and I miss you like crazy, but we'll meet again someday". I said and walked off stage.

My mum pulled me into a hug and I let it all out.

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