Loved You First

Chapter 33

Taylor's P.O.V
"Hey, Tay? Are you okay?" Kelly waved her hand in front of my eyes.

"Yeah, I'm fine!" I groaned.

"Are you sure? This is the fifth time you zoned out. What happened?" Her face showed how concerned she actually was.

"It's just.. I just.." I didn't know how to tell her without a single tear falling down my cheeks. I really didn't want to remember it again, but I have no choice.

***Flashback***
"Taylor dear, you should eat. Harry will be here soon," Mr. Styles said softly looking down at my plate.

"I should wait for him," I sipped on my water.

"Then, I'll wait, too," Gemma said pushing her plate away.

"Hey, no, Gem. It's really okay. You should eat. For me, please?" I pleaded.

"Okay, Taylor," she agreed, pouting and making me laugh.

Harry told me he'd be back very soon but it has been two hours since he's gone. I tried calling him, but it was out of coverage. This was getting really awkward because I hadn't met Harry's parents a lot before. I wasn't used to being with them. Everyone was quickly finishing their food and I just shared at either my phone or the watch. I kept glancing at the door a few times.

Gemma asked me of I would wait in her room until she fell asleep and I agreed since I had nothing else to do. I kept the door to her room open if in case Harry was back. Once she was finally asleep I got up from her bed and shut the lights off closing the door. I walked down the stairs and texted Kelly I will be late. I didn't know if I should leave or maybe stay. I went back and sat on the chair of the dining table with a dim light on.

"This is ridiculous! Where is that boy?" Mr. Styles voice made me flinch. He looked furious.

"I tried calling him. It's out of coverage." Mrs. Styles cut in.

"It's fine, really," I smiled and shrugged.

"No, Taylor. It's not. You haven't eaten a thing. And, you're still not ready to eat," Mr. Styles said.

"It's really fine. Do you think I can wait in his room or maybe stay the night? I'm sorry, I-" I was asking politely.

"Yes, of course, honey. You should go. You can stay here. This is your home. You can wear his clothes if you'd like, too," Mrs. Styles replied.

"Thank you so much, Mr and Mrs. Styles," I stood up from the table and walked towards them to give them a hug.

"Honey, just Des and Anne would do," Mrs. St- Anne spoke.

"Oh, okay," I tried my best to smile and walked up the stairs. Reaching his room, I turned the knob imagining Harry was really in there even though he wasn't. I'm really mad at him, but I'm more sad. He said he'd be here, but wasn't. I don't care about dinner. It was just really embarrassing sitting there on the table and not talking to anyone. I didn't even feel like starring a conversation. I'm sure Des and Anne understood.

I went and sat on the bed for a while looking at the phone and them lazily lied down. I didn't feel like borrowing his clothes without his permission. I wouldn't like anyone touching my things without my consent either. I always respect privacy.

I didn't realise when did I actually fall asleep until I opened my eyes and it was still dark. I thought I just napped for an hour or so, but I was wrong. I glanced at the phone and the time read four a.m. I turned to the other side of the bed in a hope of heart sleeping and as expected he wasn't there. Tears pricked my eyes and I wiped them hastily. I quickly stood up and walked out of his room down the hall. I knew I'd have to talk to the security to let me out as the door would obviously be locked. But I couldn't stand being here anymore.

I opened the main door and walked to the gate where the security were cackling.

"Can I please get my car?" I asked.

"Sure, madam. But it's not really a good time. Why don't you wait until the sun is up?" One of them said.

"No, I'd like to be home," I said.

"Do you need a ride? We can drop your car later in the morning," he spoke again. I swear if he wouldn't stop, I would just snap at him.

"No, I'll be fine. Thank you. I just need my car," I said and he nodded understanding and signaled the other one to get my car in which I quickly got in hitting the acceleration furiously.
***Flashback Ends***

"Is that way you have been avoiding college, Tay?" Kelly asked.

I nodded unable to speak.

"No wonder you're calling your parents from my phone. Where is your phone?" She asked looking behind me.

"Back there. I just told my parents it wasn't working properly," I wiped my cheeks.

"Can I see it?" She asked and I nodded getting it for her not even looking at it.

"A hundred and two missed calls and twenty five texts and a couple of voice mails. All from Harry," she scrolled through my phone.

"I don't care," I said. It's been two days since that horrible night and I have avoided everyone for the matter of fact.

"You should listen to what he as to say," she spoke softly.

"I said I don't care, Kels. Just drop this," I said, harshly.

She put her arms up in defence and there was a knock on the door.

"Taylor?"

"Yes, Emily? Come in," I stated.

"Master Harry Styles is here to see you. Shall I send him in?" She asked and and Kelly smirked at me.

"Oh god, no!" I covered my face groaning and plopping back on the bed.

"Okay, I'll tell him you're not feeling okay," I love you Emily.

"What? No. Tell him she is here. I'll be in my room," Kelly protested.

"Oh, okay," Emily smiled and walked away.

I hate you, Kelly.

Hey, guys! I'm sorry for not updating for a while. I was busy with exams and now that they're done, you can expect faster updates.

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