sweet like candy - rickiana

can we talk?

ricky's pov
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after i brought ari to her bedroom i went downstairs to sleep on one of the big couches just like some other members of the hmt crew.
i can't stop thinking about what ari said .. she doesn't even love sean?
did she really mean that? or did she just say it because she was drunk?
i think i might ask her tomorrow.

* the next day *

ariana's pov
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wow, yesterdays party was great .. i don't really remember a lot but it was great.
i got really drunk,i hope i haven't done anything embarrassing ... i'm always fucking embarrassing when i'm drunk.
but right now i just have the biggest headache ever. i slowly stand up from my bed,open my bedroom door and walk downstairs seeing everyone passed out in the living room.
i make my way to the kitchen to grab some water and fruit for breakfast and some pain medication for my head.

R : hi ari, how are you?
A : whoa rick, you scared the crap out of me! i'm fine i guess .. i'm just a little hungover from last night.
R: oh yea .. you were gooone.
A: * blushes * i normally don't get drunk ..
did i do anytging embarrassing? i don't remeber anything ..
R: oh ehh ... no. but can we talk? maybe outside? i don't want everyone to hear..
A: yeah sure

we're walking through the door in the living room that leads to my beautiful big backyard, we sit down on the grass next to the pool.
i'm actually kinda nervous to hear what he has to say .. maybe i said something wrong yesterday? fuck i wish i would remember ...

R: soo .. last night you called for me .. and you told me some things that kinda confuse me .. i don't know if you really meant it or if you just said all those things out of nowhere because you were drunk as fuck.
A: .. what did i say?
R : well, at first you said i'm your favourite dancer .. and that i'm sexy and you said you wouldn't love sean.
A: oh
R: what oh?
A: i ... no, that's not the truth .. i do love sean, it's just ... ugh nevermind
R: you can tell me! i'll be there for you no matter what!
A: aww rick, but it's fine. let's go back inside.

no one's pov
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as they stand up ariana hugs ricky tightly and wispers ..
A: but you are sexy tho.

and quickly walks away.

R: damn

ariana's pov
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oh no .. i told ricky i wouldn't love sean? i mean that's not true .. i guess.
i am really confused with my own feelings right now.
i love sean, but i never get to see him & he doesn't really treat me like he loves me ..
and then there's ricky .. he's absolutely the sweetest guy i've ever met.
he's so loving & caring and so handsome.
i really don't know ..
maybe i do need to tell ricky about my feelings.. he would understand me,right?
but not now .. maybe when we're on tour..