Decision

S I X

Shawn's p.o.v
"H-hello?"
"Hey babe! I miss you, how's the tour?"
"It's good, miss you too!"
I looked over at Andrew, who looked-- worried.
"So what you doing".
"Nothing really just at the studio, and you?"
"Watching tv and on Twitter. Well you seem busy do I'll just talk to you later?"
"No no. I actually need to talk to you".
I looked at Andrew who nodded toward me.
Just do it.
"Is everything okay?"

"I can't do this anymore".
"What do you-"
"This! Us! I just can't. It's all just to much. I can't stop thinking of you, you're always on my mind. And it kills me to know that we're so far apart. It's just gonna get worse baby girl. You deserve someone who's going to be one call away. Someone who's always there for you. Not some guy like me. Who's only there a short period of time then back on a tour bus. For God's sake I spend more time on a tour bus, in a venue, then my own family..my own girlfriend!"
"But we've been doing this for eight months and made it work. What the difference?"
"Babe I'm getting more famous everyday and I'm getting even more busy than before. And it's not just that".
I looked at Andrew to nake sure.I was doing the right thing by saying what I was going to say.
He nodded letting me know that I had to.
"Then what is it".
"I think there's someone else."
"Oh um-"
I hung up.
I couldn't listen to what she had to say.
I felt guilty. And I should.

"Things will get better".
"Whatever".
"Youre only 17. Don't tell me you actually loved her".
"There you're wrong. I may be 17, she may be 17 but I loved her and she loved me. I may be to young to understand what love is but when im with her I never want to leave. Its the emotions I get when I'm with her and think of her, that make me love her".
"What if she only loved you for your name? I know she's not a person like that, but what if?"
"Impossible".
"Remember Shawn, you made the decision".
"Same with you".
"Your right. I just hope this didn't ruin our friend ship."
"I'm not mad at you Andrew, I'm just mad at myself. Just leave me alone right now".

When everyone's talking about shawns concert yesterday and I'm here re-watching fuller house.
I was going to go to radio city yesterday to see Shawn but my mom never got the tickets, even though she said. But next time he comes to new York hopefully I'll go.
Hoped you like.
-Alex