I refuse
I refuse to let go of this pain and suffering for nothing else will wait for me at the finish line. I have only known black or white, grey never seemed inviting. Happiness is too hard to achieve for my apathetic soul, but the darkness sends a purpose. It sends a definite emotion. Walking around this darkness is troubling, sitting in it is toxic. But at least there would be a known ending. So I sit here, lethargic, letting the darkness consume me until I am no more.
to forget.
