*Jake's point of view*
'This is a nightmare
is my Annabel really gone?"
"No music in class Mr. Wolf." I looked up to see who had snatched my earphones from my ears.
"Don't ever do that again." I looked back down towards my desk. "That shit pisses me off,"
"Language, Mr. Wolf." Mr. Anderson was standing infront of my desk now.
"Sorry.." I muttered.
"Well Mr. Wolf, Lovely to have you join us in class today." he was smiling at me.
I looked up at him, annoyed for a reason that not even I knew. "Don't you have a class to teach?"
"Mr. Wolf, you're not only in class today, you're half an hour early." I looked around the class realizing
there really wasn't anyone here.
"Fuck.." I muttered, burrying my face into my hands.
"Something troubling you, Mr. Wolf?"
"My name's Jake" Mr. wolf makes me feel old. "And not to be rude, but I really don't think it concerns
you." a bit of gult flooded me because of my tone.
"You're right, it doesn't. Sorry for asking." he turned around and headed twoards his desk.
I stood up and started walking twoards the door. I needed a cigarette.
"Oh, and Mr. Wolf," I stopped and waited for him to finish his sentence, not bothering to turn and face
him. "I'm not your first period."
"FUCK" I yelled and kept walking. I heard the old guy chuckling behind me.
*Alexa's point of view*
I heard a faint beeping sound, it was steady but at a slow pace. I kept my eyes closed since it took too much effort to open them. I remebered exactly everything that happened last. I just remembered running, but what was i running from? The beeping seemed to get louder and a bit faster. Then the mans bloodshot eyes came as an image to my head. My eyes shot open. I squinted at the white walls that reflected bright light staright to my eyes. As my eyes adjusted, I looked around the room, there was nothing but white walls that made me sick. I looked to my left and saw what was making the beeping sound. It was a heart monitor. The machine had cables connected to it, my eyes followed the cables and i realized they led to me. I was hooked to this machine, and to my right, a bag with dense bag of clear liquid hung from a hook with more cables conected to me.
My heart began to ache, and my vision began to blur. It was hapening again. I was hospitalized at another attempt against my life. The worst part is I couldn't remember doing it this time. I looked at my wrist, only faint scars. I kicked the covers off, more scars. No new wounds, just bruises. I began sobbing now. I didn't feel sick or distant from my body, so I hadn't attemted to drink myself to death. I placed my hands on my stomach, but I hadn't purged in months, there was no reason for me to be here.
" WHAT THE FUCK" I screamed as loud as I could to try to let the frustration out. A woman in baby pink scrubs ran in, a worried look panited on her face.
"GET ME OUT OF HERE" I began yanking the cables from my body "I CAN'T BE HERE" sharp pains from my forearms sent more tears to my eyes.
" Sweetie, it's okay" a familiar voice filled my ears.
"it's not okay, i didn't do anything this time." I lowered my tone, feeling to dizzy to fight it off. " I didn't try to kill myself.." I gasped for air. I felt the world was slipping out from under me. " Not this time, i swear" I was panting now. " What's going on?" I began to cry now, my vision was just blurry shades of white now. "Why, am I here?" I managaed to whisper that before squeezing my eyes shut, sending tears down my face.
"Honey, a car hit you." The voice said sympathetically.
Air immediatley filled my lungs once again. " I RAN INFRONT OF A CAR?!" I shot my head up and opened my eyes as wide as I could to try and see anything. " I SWEAR I DIDN'T TRY TO KILL MYSELF." My breathing sped up and my vision cleared up again. The pink scrubs were infront of the hospital bed. " I swear i didn't mean to" I looked down and shook my head "I don't even rememeber doing it, I don't remeber what made me want to die." I layed back down trying to get so air in my lungs. "
"Honey, we know you didn't" i stopped crying, and looked up.
"Then what happened?" I asked confused.
"Someone was following you, someone else accidently hit you with their car." She sounded sorry.
"Oh." I wiped my face with my cold hands.
"Don't worry, the man who hit you brought you here to make sure you're okay." She looked down. "but whoever was following you got away."
" It's okay" I was a lot calmer now.
" i'll bring you some food alright?" the pink scrubs began walking out the door.
"Wait." she turned to look at me " Can i get my phone please?" she nodded and smiled, then she dissapeared into the hallway
