Doms POV
I woke up too letty getting off the bed and going to wake up layla shes 10 now and acing every class she makes me a proud dad. Letty came back in closed the door and layed back down and said "Your up!" I turned around and said "I felt u get up." she gave me a kiss and I gave her one back she layed her head on my chest and fell asleep. Last night letty had another break down and layla heard and came to me with a bunch of questions I couldn't hide it from her so I told her and she's been a little nicer to letty cause she does have lettys bad attitude. Layla left for school she rides the bus and me and letty took a nap.
Lettys POV
I woke up from the nap me and dom took and slowly got off the bed trying not to wake him. I walked downstairs and got a glass of water and put my hair in a bun and put on a loose sweater and walked out side to the back and sat on the grass against this big tree. I lifted up my sleeve and rubbed my hand over my scars from 6 years ago and the fresh ones from last night. I had another break down last night but it was double bad. Dom said "U okay letty?" I jumped and quickly pulled my sleeve down even though he already saw and I said "I guess." he picked me up bridal style and he sat down and placed me on his lap like he usually does. And lifted my sleeve back up.
Doms POV
I lifted her sleeve up and was sad at how many I saw. I rubbed my hand over them and she pushed my hand away and pulled her sleeve down and got up and started walking inside I bolted up and grabbed her by her wrist and pulled her back too me and kissed her hard she kissed me back and wrapped her hands around my neck I picked her up not breaking the kiss and walked inside and put her down and gently pushed her against the wall we went upstairs (U know what happened next!)
Lettys POV
We were laying down when we heard the front door open Layla was home me and dom rushed out of bed. Dom put on sweats and a shirt I was completely naked so I grabbed close and just as I Slammed the door to the bathroom Layla walked in and said "Im home. Wheres mom I heard a slam." I walked out and said "I tripped and my foot slammed the door shut babe!" she looked at us with a really weird face and said "Mhhm!" and walked out. Me and dom both looked at eachother and started laughing. I went downstairs to start dinner and was helping layla do her homework at the same time and dom was working on his car. Layla wanted to finish dinner and said "Go mom I want to finish dinner ill tell u guys when its ready." So I walked outside and climbed the latter to the roof and sat there watching the sunset. Layla yelled "Dad moms gone!" I then yelled "Up here guys!" layla said dinner was done I wasn't hungry so I said I would eat in a little. Dom then came up and sat next to me and said "Letty u have to eat something u haven't eaten anything in two days!" I looked down and said "Im just not hungry dom!" I was keeping something from him but I didn't want too tell him yet I was slowly starting to remember everything. I just haven't been hungry since I got diagnosed with depression. Dom held my hand and said "Please eat something for me!" I looked at him with tears in my eyes and said "Fine dom!" and climbed down the latter and he followed I went and served my self a tiny bit not alot and ate a little bit and went upstairs and slammed our door and layed down. A little while later dom came in and said "Letty im sorry!" and came and sat on the bed turned away from me. I said "Don't be sorry dom!" I got up and went and sat on his lap and said "Im sorry for getting mad at u." He lifted my face with his hand and said "It's not ur fault babe I know its hard for u but it kills me seeing u like this!" I looked at him and kissed him and he kissed me back he lifted my arm and pulled my sleeve up and said "But promise me u won't do this anymore letty!" I pulled my arm from his grip and said "I can't help it dom its my escape from everything but i'll try for u and layla!" he sat me on the bed and went to the bathroom and took all the razors out and threw them away. Layla walked in and said "Is everything alright?" I realized I hadn't pulled my sleeve down so I turned and did so and said "Yeah babe everythings fine!" I walked her too her room and told her goodnight and kissed her forhead and went to the kitchen to get some water I sat on the counter.
Doms POV
I just wish everything would go back to the way it used to be when letty was happy. I kept this journal I always write in when im sad so I wrote in it and put it on the desk next to the bed and walked downstairs and saw letty was sitting on the counter. I went into the kitchen and she had her head down she barely even smiles anymore she only does when Laylas around us. I walked up too her and placed my hands on her knees and she looked at me and gave me a weak smile and looked down and said "I have something to tell u." she looked at me again and I said "Okay tell me!" she said "I remember everything it came into me like a flood dom!" I said "Well its about time babe!" she smiled at me and kissed me I kissed her back harder we pulled away and I had a smile on my face and she asked "Why are u smiling so hard dom?" I answered "Because its the first time in a while i've seen u actually smile!" she smiled at me again!
Lettys POV
Im glad that I finally remember everything now I just need to fight this depression thats eating me alive. Dom said "Im going to go lay down wanna come?" and looked at me I looked back at him and said "I'll be there in a while!" he turned and went upstairs. I stayed staring at my scars for a while when layla walked in she knew about them already she sat next to me and I pulled my sleeve down and hugged her and asked "Don't u have school tomorrow layla?" she said "Yeah but I can't sleep!" I said concerned "Did u hear everything me and dom talked about?" and she said "Yeah u know u guys u weren't being very quiet mom!" I laughed and said "Thats true!" I walked her back to her room and kissed her goodnight. I went upstairs and layed down and dom turned and pulled me closer to him I layed my head on his chest and dom fell asleep we have to get up early cause tomorrow we are watching jack for a while, while mia and brian go on a date its there anniversary tomorrow. I have the best life it may not be perfect but its something I don't ever regret except for the cuts on my wrists that will never go away. Everytime I look at them I will always remember how broken I was then and remember that day. But its okay as long as I have my husband and my little girl and another one on the way. Im pregnant again im telling dom tomorrow. Im so happy!
