Love & War

Long Before I Broke Your Heart, If I Lost Your Respect, Im Just Hoping You Don't Look At Me As Something You Regret - J.Cole

It all started when I met my first love in ninth grade. His name was ''Kenneth Grey''. GOD He was the most gorgeous thing I've ever seen.

He was tall , lightskin, both of his arms covered in tattoos, curly hair and he played basketball, but the only big thing was was that he was older then me.

See I was a freshman and he was a junior. The first time we spoke was when I was lost my first day and he came and rescued me. Ha I wish but he did show me to my first class.

I went to my locker towards the end of the day and guess who was there waiting for me? Yes it was Kenneth fine ass. That boy gave me the butterflies but pass all that.

''Hey wassup'' I said blushing. He just started smiling, damn that boy had a pretty ass smile. ''I ain't really have time to talk to you this morning when I walked you to class, but I was wondering if I could get your number.'' I started smiling so hard I thought my damn cheeks were gonna catch on fire.

I hurried up and wrote my number on a piece of paper and as I was handing it to him, he said ''Thanks beautiful, Ill call you tonight'' then he kissed my hand and walked off.

He was sooo perfect. My bestfriend Andrea always kept telling me that she don't think he is good for me. But what does that bitch know. She can't even keep a man.

''Tiara, I really don't think Kenneth is good for you, he got all these extra bitches on his line and it's like your basically and extra hoe added on'' Andrea said with a smirk on her face.

''Why must you always have something smart to say, damn can you be happy for me once''. I said getting irritated, so I walked off.

I'm a ''GORGEOUS GIRL'' and could get any nigga I want. I'm 5'2, gotta flat stomach, a fat ass and I have long pretty hair because I'm cherokee, I'm tatted, I got wings on my back, Loyalty tatted across my chest, a half sleeve on my right arm, my belly button pierced. I'm a bad bitch if you ask me.

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7 Years later

''TIARA, baby wake up'' Kenneth said shaking me trying to wake me up.

''Leave me alone, I'm tired'' I said putting the covers over my head.

''But bae its almost 3, you need to wake the fuck up''. He said snatching the covers away from me.

''Ard I'm getting up shessh''. I got up, grabbed my robe...I hate sleeping with clothes on, walked in the bathroom brushed my teeth, washed my face and hopped in the shower.

Kenneth walks in, and pulls the shower curtain back. ''Bae I'm about to leave out and go with JRock to the studio, Ill be back around 9 or 10'' He said as he kissed me.

''Okay baby, be safe and I love you''. I said.

''I love you more'' he said leaving out.

I got out the shower and dried off. Walked over to the walk in closet to find something to wear. I put on my Victoria Secret thong, my high-waisted shorts, my red and black crop top with my black michael kors sandals. I threw on my michael kors earrings with my gold necklace and my michael kors purse.

I called my girls up and we decided to go to Joe's Crab Shack.

I went to go pick up my sister Amani first, then we met up with Zaria, Tatianna, and Caleb. Caleb's a boy but he is one of the girls if you know what I mean. Andrea was out of town.

Kenneth:

''Ahhhh Shit, damnnn girl don't stop'' This bitch know how to do a nigga right.

''You like that baby, I bet Tiara don't put it down like this'' She looked up at me smiling and shit.