College Life|Kim Daeil

Sunghos Problem

The weekend became closer and closer without any effort. Surprisingly the mean girls became quite and didn't Do much anymore but Sungho became more... Well I dont't know. Weirder.

I almost never hear him talk at lunch. Like when I start to talk more he gets even quite than before.

I heard from Cory that he talks a lot to Kisu. And Kisu just said that nothing is wrong with him as I asked him about all this.

It's like Kisu hid something and he looked kinda mad at me. Did I do something wrong?

I asked him everyday what's wrong and now I stopped because it looked like it would annoy him.

Even in classes he avoids me. He explained that it's because he can't focus with me. Like I believe that.

Sungho never had any problems in school he was the one helping me and now everything is easy for me and he has problems?

Why should I buy that shitty excuse. I hated that he lied to me. That he doesn't trust me. I would jump in front of a car for him and he can't even talk to me... Or doesn't he want me around him anymore.

Did he get sick of me? Does he likes Kisu more or what. I thought we would be best friends forever I know thats a klichee and all but I never thought he grew sick of me.

He probably saw how everybody in college was so normal, more fun than me...

I didn't even realized I started crying as Daeil shaked me a bit to get me out of this state.

"what's wrong?" I could see how confused and shocked he look. Like he just broke his most precious statue or something that is important for normal people.

"he hates me" I mumbled as I felt him wrap his hands around me and I hid my face in his neck.

"what did I do wrong to him" my voice cracking on rethinking everything I said to him.

He just gently stroke my back trying to calm me Down. He had no clue what happened so it was probably the first time in his life he didn't know what to say.

That thought even made me chuckle a bit. His whole scent and warm embrace calmed me down so much I even could laugh about something stupid like that.

I felt way better thoe. "sorry" he cut me off before I could continue "Say sorry after you explained me what's wrong" he exclaimed.

"you won't let me get away this time huh" I laughed it a bit off. "Come on" He Lead me to an bench outside.

I just sighed and sat beside him. "it's just I think Sungho grew sick of me.... He ignores me and barley talks when I do... We were best friends since we were kids so I never even imagined him leaving me behind" my eyes met the floor and I felt like crying again till I felt an arm around me stroking my back.

"I don't think he hates you. It's not like I know him for long but I heared a bit from Kisu but he begged me not to tell you... I'm sorry" I placed my head on his shoulder

"it's alright it's nice to have someone that listens to me. I'm fine as long as he doesn't hate me." I smiled a bit

"do you want to pick me up from my lesson again?" he nodded "how about I pick you up everyday"