i legit need help, a friend to help me through this, and this is not for attention. All you read is true on here.
hi. im Courtney. im 13 and broken.
Im bullied. Why? I dunno, cuz i like girls? cuz i dress different? cuz i get scared around people?
i dunno.
Yeah i like girls
Yeah i wear band tee shirts
Yeah i have social anxiety
oh and also i was cheated on. She kissed my best friend. Since then a voice in my head started talking to me. i named him Steven. he talks down to me about my weight(116lbs.). My looks. and mostly my pathetic mess of a life.
i have Bulimia.
i cant control it anymore as soon as i eat my body throws it up within an hour.
Pathetic.
I also have an addiction or a vice as you may call it
self harm
scratching, cutting, burning, starving .the whole 9 yards.
FUUCK
WHY AM I EVEN WRITING THIS ONLINE?!?
i guess to vent and to find help.
Bye ...
Plz if u can help message me
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