What do you wish?

Could things go back?

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PS.. Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes.. Read over this late at night..

As I laid in Oliver's strong arms and I felt myself slowly drifting to sleep, my head however was very active and was filling with old memories of Me And Wendy, when we would wake up on a cold Sunday morning, holding one another.. I would just stare at her beautiful pale face for what seemed like hours.. She was truly my everything.. Why would she have me down? Why would she had thrown me away like I meant nothing to her? Was our hole relationship a lie as well as a secrete? It still hurts.. Evan the thought of her.. Triggers something deep inside my body and makes me break down into tears. I make sure Oliver never sees me when I am like this.. Because I know how much he cares about me and I don't want him to hold any kind of hate towards Wendy.. It's not her fault.. I am still unaware of what the made her place me in that hell hole in the first place.. What if she was being threatened.. How could I still be mad at her? Does this make me a bad person?

I still crave for her touch, her affection, her smell.. I crave her. I want my Wendy back.. She had tried calling me but Oliver insisted that it would only make things worse.. It would only make me fall for her again.. And I know this is true, I know that if she said she was sorry I would go back to her, she made me happy.. But she had hurt me so much.. Could we ever come back from that?
Things with me and Oliver have been progressing however he has not kissed me again.. And I am very thankful for that because it made me feel bad because it was as if I was cheating on Wendy.. I'm so confused.. How should I trust? Where should I go? It's not like I can stay with Oliver forever and it's not like I can just go back to Wendy and pretend everything is fine.. Just act like nothing happened? And soon, tears start forming in my closed eyes, slowly leaking out and running down my pale soft cheeks, yet I remained asleep.
Oliver's POV

Oliver remained awake, watching Lana sleep, his own mind filling with questions that he could not find the answers to, he knew lana still held feelings for Wendy, this did irritate Oliver deeply.. Why and how could lana still have feeling for someone as cruel and heartless as Wendy? She clearly only cared about herself and her own ego.. Because why would you what to keep your relationship with Lana Winters a secret? Of corse Oliver knew the answer to this but still.. Lana has slowly becoming his everything.. He wakes up and thinks of her, then through out the day his mind will still be locked on her.. Evan in his sleep.. He dreams of a life where Lana would feel the same feelings as he does. He wants her.. And he wants her bad.. He looked at Lana's sleeping face.. She was so beautiful to him.. She was his world, his eyes wounded all over her face.. Form her closed eyes to her soft looking lips.. And at that moment all he wanted to do was lean in and kiss her softy.. He could.. He could take her if he really wanted to.. By the time she work up.. He would have already got his way.. It was all to tempting however this is not what Oliver wanted.. Oliver wanted Lana to willingly give herself up to him.. Oliver sighed softy when he sore a small tear run down Lana's face.. She must have been dreaming about Wendy.. He thumbed it away ever so softy and leaned back into the softy and closed his eyes.. If Lana was going to be his.. He needed to work harder..