The fear when he came home. It was like the world was gonna end. I just hid under my blankets pretending to sleep. He was the nightmare, he abused me when i dint get the dishes done quickly enough. He hit me with the belt. When hes mad. He hurts me. Why I'm not his punching bag. It hurts, I have feelings too. If Mom was here or Dad. This wouldn't happen if Mom dint marry him. I want to be free. Not his prisoner, not his step-daugther, not his anything.
