Perfect - Book Two

Studio Naps rather than Seducing

Still Amelia POV
I wake up next to the blue haired douche that I'm still mad at because he won't just tell me the truth of what he said. I shove him away from me and cross my arms, "How'd you get in here? I locked the fucking door," I look at the closed bedroom door.

"Balcony..." I hear him mumble into his pillow, trying to get comfortable again. "I wanted to sleep in my own fucking bed and not the couch from fucking hell."

I push his arm, making him open his eyes. "Tell me what you were thinking by "lucky bastard" and I won't kick your ass out of the bed."

He sits up and I realize he slept in his boxers last night. "I meant that he is a lucky bastard; he got sexual relations with Rachel while I couldn't over the 4 months of your coma. You don't understand how crazy that made me..."

I look up at him, "Have we had sex?" I go wide eyed, "I thought I was a virgin still?! When did this happen? Did you cheat during those 4 months?" I hide my face in my hands and sigh loudly.

"A month after you moved here... before me and the guys had to leave for a week for a couple shows. We got drunk at the Boat Party and yeah, did it. It was the best I've had. No I didn't cheat Amelia, I couldn't do that to you! Jerking off to porn is the worst ai did honey and never was as good as you."

"Get out please," I say not looking at him but I don't hear him moving. "GET OUT!" I burst into tears and feel his arms wrap around me, caressing my head. My muscles loosen and my head fits perfectly against his shoulder. This feels so right.

He whispers caring nothings into my ear and I smile. He pulls me onto his lap, kissing my forehead and singing a song softly against my ear. He caresses my hair and kisses my forehead. "Shhh... it's okay. Did I tell you that ring is a promise ring?"

I shake my head. "So we're dating right and have already had sex?"

He nods at my question. "Let's go to the studio for a bit," he offers, "you must be tired of being in this apartment for so long; I need to finish a song as well. Marianas were put on hold while you were in the hospital; I didn't leave your side."

I burst out crying, "That's why your voice sounds familiar, I remember it whispering and pleading for me to wake up! I tried so hard but after I heard your voice each time; I went back into black nothingness of my mind."

"So my voice brought you out of the black nothingness?" he looks at me with teary eyes.

"I KEPT TRYING TO SAY THAT I LOVED YOU! It's all coming back now!" I say loudly, throwing my arms around my boyfriend, now taking in the familiar smell that radiates off his body. "I remember the car crash; I remember you screaming my name, the car hitting me and you grabbing Ben. I love that you saved Ben, I heal easier than her. But then everything went black after that."

"They said you wouldn't remember anything from the hospital or the ride to it. They knew you were out of it and they were just trying to keep your heart beating. I wish I was the one."

"DON'T SAY THAT!" I look up at him, "Don't wish that on yourself! That's all the past and we're in the future. You're my future now."

"I have something else to tell you, baby..."

I stare up at him, waiting for him to tell me. I smile up at him and he drops the bomb, "You were three months pregnant..." I close my eyes and the tears that cause your whole body to shake begin. I try to speak but my voice cracks. "I didn't know until the doctors told me."

I jump up from his arms, remembering my calendar. I shift through it and get to the last two months before the car crash. "I- did- didn't know eith- either... I got my period both months." My hands fall to my stomach and sobs erupt with full force. "I can't believe I was going to be a mommy but I didn't know. I'm a horrible Mommy. I'm sorry."

I feel Josh wrap his arms around me and picks me up with ease. He kisses me on my cheek and I hide my face against his chest. "You're going to be an awesome Mommy when you have kids, baby." I feel him walking out of the bedroom and places me on the kitchen counter. "It's okay, baby. Don't beat yourself up over it. Let's go to the studio."

I nod, tears still in my eyes and I hug him tight against my body.

Little Later In Studio
I sit on the computer chair, more memories coming back from that night. Tears fall down my cheeks again, thank fucking god I didn't put on make-up today. "So Soon..." I start to sing it off of my memory. "You played me a song, before the accident." I guess thats a better word than crash.

He walks over to me, so he's leaning against the sound board and is staring at me. "Yeah, I did. I haven't looked at that song since that night..."

"I want to hear it," I turn the chair to see Mike and a blond walking in the studio. I guess Megan is out of the picture. "I was going to be a Mommy if I didn't get in that accident..." Saying it toward Mike. "What happened with Megan?"

"You will be a one soon, don't worry sweetheart," Mike hugs. "Seduce Josh and it could be sooner," he whisper in and laughs in my ear.

Josh turns to look at us with a questioning look on his face, "What are you two planning over there?" He walks over and bear hugs the both of us. "What did I hear about seducing?"

"Nothing at all," we both say together with a laugh. "Let me go now, Mike," I look up at him, "It's okay to bear hug her for so long, but not another man's girlfriend."

"Josh is hugging me?" Mike laughs. Josh splits up the bear hug. But grabbing me back so his arms are around me in a very comfortable way.

Josh lets me go and walks out of the room into the recording booth about 10 minutes later, "Now, tell me the plan! Oh, this is my fiance Emily. Emily this is Amelia."

"I want to be a Mommy so bad, to seduce Josh and have a baby. I need idea help."

"I have an idea for this plan, to help seduce him. Pick a day; you buy a sexy lingerie and I will make sure he doesn't go to the studio that day," Mike explains, "...unless you want to do it here...and in that case; please wash where ever you two touch, because I don't want to sit on a couch where someone had sex without wipping it down..."

"I'm sure you have before," I laugh.

Josh walks back into the room, wrapping his arms around me. "We better get going..."

"NO! Stay." I yell a little louder than I should have. "Josh is going to play So Soom..."

"So soon?" Mike looks at Josh weird, "I don't remember that song..."

"Oh, it's because I wrote it and produced it without you guys in the studio one day. It was too personal of a song. Do you wanna hear it or wait for Ian and Matt?"

"Wait. I'll let you show Amelia first since she was the only other person that actually knew about it until now and plus... it could possibly help more memory come back..." Emily and Mike say their goodbyes then they leave us alone in the studio.

"So soon please?" He tells me to sit on the computer chair and he flips a switch on the sound board. Music fills the studio; and also fills my head with picture memories of Josh and I that I didn't remember until now. It ends and I'm on the floor in tears. "I saw exactly what happened leading up to the metal against me sound from the accident."

Josh picks me up from the floor and cradles me while sitting on the couch across from the sound board. He doesn't say anything; he just sits there and lets me get the crying out of my system. He kisses my head and my eyes close, tired from the crying. Last thing I know, I'm asleep in his arms from listening to him sing me So Soon. It's just the background music playing.