Girl Forgotten

First day/Worst day

Journal Entry #2

   Hey again. Today was the first day of school, and it was awful. From the moment I woke up till the moment I got home, I felt like absolute crap!

   So my day started off with my brother and his girlfriend fighting again. They always fight about something, whether its her partying too much, or his lack of attention towards her. I don't get why people stay in a relationship if all they do is treat each other like crap. Relationships scare me to be honest.

   I left the apartment pretty early, because I had to walk. Well I didn't have to walk, my brother said he would drive me but he didn't even notice that I had left so I didn't bother with it. Once I got to school I walked around the school for a while, it was nice, sort of peaceful. All I kept thinking was how it wouldn't be so peaceful in twenty minutes from now. 

   So I went to my classes and did all that learning stuff they say is good and will get you a job in the future. Lunch came around and the scariest looking girl decided she wanted to take notice in me. I swear I thought I was going to hurl. She came over with her friend and they just stared at me. They were probably mocking my outfit or my face or something. Well they wanted to know if I wanted to sit with them, so I said yes because I thought they were going to slap me if I didn't. I mean its not like I'm actually scared of them, but they just seem like the mean girls and I don't want to be on their bad side. So my lunch was pretty dreadful. 

   I had the rest of my classes and did my learning, but then I had gym class. Gym class has got to be the worst class ever, because the people in my gym class are all the jocks and the cheerleaders. You know typical hollywood movie cliches. There was this one guy who was so hot, I felt as if I was going to melt when I went close to him. He looks like the type of guy who doesn't care about girls falling all over him, but he loves when it happens. I could tell because all the girls were talking about him, or should I say drooling over him in the locker room and he didn't even acknowledge any of them in gym class. I don't know, maybe its all just a conspiracy and I'm losing my mind.

    You know a few months ago I wouldn't even be thinking about this type of stuff, but my brother said that if I wanted people to stop treating me like a reckless teenage thief then I have to change my mindset. So that is what I'm trying to do. I just remembered that I haven't really talked about myself, maybe ill do that in my next journal entry.. 

*write about self in next entry* (sorry I will forget if I don't write it out)

Well that was my first day at my new school, it felt so long and boring, and to think I have to go back tomorrow and the next day. Uggggh.

xSamx