You look around to see Panda standing still. She looked dead. You sigh as your daughter runs up to you, "Mommy?" Marisa asks and you him and look down at her, "Will daddy be nice?" She asks and you freeze and then slowly nod, "Yes." You smile and bend down and kiss her for head.
As you bent down you felt a smack to your ass, you gasp and turn around to come face to face with a smirking Jeff, "Joker." You spat and glare at him, "I miss seeing you, your smile," Jeff leans closer and whispers in your ear, "You." He kisses your cheek and pulls away. A push spread across your cheeks and you look away, not today Jeff.
You walk away and leave Jeff as she laughs slightly, Jeff never acted like this around you, was he really like this? You walk upstairs and bump into Jane, her black eyes widened, "(Y/n)?" She asks,"In the flesh!" You laugh as you were pulled into a death tight hug, "I missed you!" Wow, that's new. "Oh." You smile, and hug back as much as you could.
You walk down the hall and bump into yet another person, Death. Her eyes were different, one was white while the other was black. "Who are you?" She asks as she study's you. "Wow, nice to see you too Death." You sigh and shake your head, "....(Y/n)?" She asks and you nod, "Wow! How are you? You.... What?!" She grabs your shoulders and stairs unto your eyes, "Your front he past?" She ask and you nod. You were soon released from her grip and smiles as she smiles back and walk away, "I'll talk to you later but now I have work." She laughs as she walks away. You walk into your old room and grab your old diary, and take your hidden key out, you unlock it and stare, the first entry you turned to shocked you.
Hehe, today I found out the gender. Its another girl. She's going to be named Marisa or Mrisa, how ever I want to spell it at the time, she will grow strong and be brave. I know it. I love her with all my heart already. I can't wait to bring her into the world.
You start to tear up and flip to another page, The one about Rin
She may hate me now but will soon thank me. I know she lives Zalgo but... I'm scared to lose my first born... She's too young. My darling daughter... I know why she says she doesn't say I like him. I honestly don't. He's vile, cruel, and I was a prisoner of his for a year. I know how he is but, if he can treat her like gold, then so be it. I'All allow it, but I just don't trust him. I love her, she's MY daughter. I wish she would understand.
You froze and flip again, the one before my death,
I know I am to die today. In the hands of Zalgo. He swore to me he'd kill me, and yet he will. I hid Marisa and ran away from her, she will grow, with Jeff or someone, I love her. I love Rin. I will be going now, so no one has to see me die.
You grabbed my diary and headed down stairs. This was not how my life should end, nor should you stop the life of my children. You walk and see Marisa and Jeff, he was teaching her about knives.
"Mommy!" Marisa shouts and you smile, "Hello." Tou walk over and hand Jeff your diary, "Read this page only." Jeff raises a brow as you glare down at him, he grab the book and starts to read. "What's that?" Marisa points to my book and I smile, "Oh, that is my book. Its my secrets." You smile and sit down on Jeff's lap.
Jeff doesn't hesitate to wrap and arm around your waist and pulls you back. You smile slightly as Jeff hand you back your diary, "how?" He asks and pulls you even closer, "I don't know, I found it and read it." You pause and stare at Marisa, "It killed me." You whisper and lean your head on Jeff's. "I will stop it, I swear." You kiss Jeff's head as he tightens his grip on you. You know he's afraid to lose you again.
