"DAMN GIRL" "HEY YOU, YOU HAVE A CUTE LIL ASS" "COME TO DADDY BABYGIRL" All these yells you hear every single day. Just bc you've slept w one guy, and rumours started going.
No one knows why, it was just a big deal when an angel like you losts her virginity.
You dress up very girly, skirts and lots of flowers. And hair is the main point. Sun had made you dark curly hair bit lighter strips. Make up was very light, cuz you are naturally beautiful.
All those yells made you very uncombfortable, obviously. But every night, one single wave could make you feel better. A lot. Every time you see blood coming out, you can relax and forget everything. You know it's not healthy, but it makes you feel just so much better so you can't help it.
"Another day, ugh" you sigh in the bathroom checking your mascara. You had a pretty black skirt and long sleeved shirt, scars were too red to show.
"AYEEEE GIRL LOOKIN GOOD TODAYY" boys yelled. You rolled your eyes and walked to the classroom.
"Hey, everything ok?" Eth, the most sweetest guy friend ever, asked.
"No, what did you thought" you rolled your eyes again.
"Hey, don't give a shit about them, okay? They aren't gonna touch you. Or if they do, I come and kick their asses out. Relax" he said with a bright smile.
"Okay then" you sighed.
Ethan was a really sweet and nice guy. But you need a bad boy. Eth is too good. "Dammed, someone bring me a bad version of Eth pls" you thought when the class was over. "Srsly, I need one"
"HEY BABE, COME OVER TONIGHT, I CAN SHOW WHAT THIS TONGUE CAN DOOOO" another yell. Another boy.
"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME YOU BASTARD" you yelled back. Not like every other time, but just had to at this time.
"OH YOU ARE SASSYYY! OH C'MON BABY" he yelled and walkin towards you. You turned around and complitely ignored him, althought he was only a meter away from you by now.
"Hey babygirl, I know you want me. Just go with the flow" he said pushing you against the wall. His hands wandered all over on your body. It disgusted you. You couldn't scream cuz his hand was over your mouth. He rolled up your sleeves.
"WTF girl! That's sick! Oh my god I'm out!" he said hand still on your mouth.
"YO MAN WTF YOU ARE DOING!?" Ethan runned and pushed the guy away.
"Oh your prince came to save you fucking slut huh?"
"Don't ya dare to call her-"
"Man, did you know your fucking slut girlfriend cuts herslef? Look at her hands!"
Ethan turned to you and saw your scars. You didn't say anything, you were so shocked.
"Why?" Eth whispered.
You started crying and the other guy left finally.
"Hey hey, shhh... It's okay" he calmed you down and hugged you.
"Why did he said I'm your girlfriend?" you asked sniffing.
"Cuz we look like a couple" Eth said smiling.
You stand up and started walking. Eth ran next to you. "Please go away" you sniffed. Eth stopped and let you go.
*at beach*
You came to beach after school still crying.
"Why Ethan has to be so good?" you sniffed to yourself.
"Am I good?" Eth asked quietly. "Good in what?"
You sniffed super hardly and told him.
"So I'm too good for you? That's what you mean?" he asked lil bit raspy voice.
"No no, the point is I like more badder guys. You are too good. Someone is really lucky to have you" you mumbled.
"So you didn't know I can be bad too" he said taking your face to his hands and kissed you passionately.
"What the f-" he stopped you again by kissing you even harded.
He pulled back and looked at you. You didn' say anything about the most amazing kiss ever.
"I have cold" you said. It was already dark and no one were in the beach besides you two.
"I can warm you" he said smirking. You ignored the smirk and said:
"But you don't even have a coat"
"By my body lil idiot" he said smirking and came back to kiss you roughly. Shirts flied away really fast. So did your skirt and Eth's pants.
"Oh wait" you said.
"What?"
We are in public"
"And so?" he asked.
"Someone can see us"
"Fuck the public" Eth said and moved onto your neck.
This one will have continue...
Again, sorry for all the typing mistakes!
◇◇Tiia
