Just his Wife

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Selena's POV

So many thoughts were going on in my head . I was hurt but this feeling I was custom too. Seems like the person you love always turns out to be the same one to hurt you.  Justin and I been all over the place for the past couple of years. We're together and than we're not. We become just friends and than we try to work things out. Blogs come up with insane stories involving Justin with other females. Even though you know more than half of that garbage in tabloids are lies you just can't help but read the stories. Honestly I'm not surprised that he's seeing someone but I am surprised it's not Hailey. After they just vacationed and everything together I was sure she was the one that would hold his attention for a long time . Khloe ? I never heard of a Khloe except for the Kardashian.

She wasn't a ugly girl at all. She was actually pretty. I wouldn't say she was super model pretty but tumblr pretty if that counted for something. She wasn't a celebrity so I'm confused how he met her . And I'm even more so disgusted that he would marry her. I thought that in the back of my mind we would always find a way back to one another. And so far everytime we have got back together but I guess not anymore. To get married to what the blogs are calling "a complete stranger " and not her respect for me enough to tell me himself . I had to find out the news with the rest of world . What was he thinking ? No doubt he called me hundreds of times apologizing and crying . He told me multiple times he could explain but at the moment I didn't want to hear it. The calling got to the point where I changed my number. It's been a month and my anxiety hasn't went down. I need to know the facts . The story.

So here I was sitting in my home waiting for him to come in any second . I was so nervous . What was I gonna say ? I know I couldn't cry in front of him , I'll wait until later for that .And as if right on cue my assistant texted me telling me Justin was here and was heading to the sit room where I was . I sat up fixing my thick hair to look presentable . I knew he would show up today so I did take the effort into dressing up nice and doing my makeup. I prayed that I didn't over do it . When Justin rounded the corner and came into the sit room he stopped in his tracks taking in my face expression. I saw pain reflect his eyes which let me know he was being sincere when he apologized. I saw that he had a dozen of more red roses in a vase along with a Channel shopping bag. I smiled sheepishly at him. "Those for me ?" I said above a whisper.

Instead of replying Justin walked right up to me almost leaving no space between us. He stared in my eyes and I held his stare back. "Your so beautiful ." He said to himself more than to me. I slowly took the flowers and got a better look at them. "Lovely as always ." I said being half sarcastic and half serious. Whenever Justin fucked up he always sent roses or bought expensive gifts. "I know you love them. Don't you ?" Worry crossed his face. "They're perfect ." I softly laughed. "So..." He trailed off. I sat the roses down on the glass coffee table before sitting down on my white leather couch. "We have a lot of things to talk about Justin ." I took a deep breath and ran my fingers through my hair . He nodded and sat close beside me. "Like Justin I'm lost with words." I finally said after a moment of silence . "You tell me all the time you love me and how I'm one of reasons why your staying sober and focusing on your music and bettering yourself . You say you miss old times . You post throwback pictures of us on Instagram having everyone blow my phone up demanding answers. I don't get you. Your taking Hailey to family trips with you and now your married to this mystery woman." I ranted having all anger come out . Justin sat there like a child being yelled at by its mother.

"Married Justin ? A whole marriage seriously ?! And you do it so tacky . You take this girl and jump the broom in Vegas while your beyond fucked up. What happened to not smoking pot anymore ? I thought you wanted to be sober ? Who is this girl anyways ?" I asked while getting up from the couch pacing back and forth. "I don't think you even know this girl. Do you know this girl ? Please tell me you didn't just run off with some stranger ?!!"