Battle- Scars

Crashing

Trying to plan your future and the stepping stones leading to it is like leaving boots outside before it rains- impossibly worthless.

Sitting in a circle, passing up offers to take hits, I find myself wondering if I am slipping... if I'm shooting myself down and making myself crash.

Am I able to do more with my life? should I dedicate my time and energy toward work, so if I get lucky I might be able to sit on a porch rocker and watch sunsets?

Should I pack my baggage up and become bitter from the weights? should I take a detour that might not be toward the right place?

Life is full of these questions that I don't know if I want answers to.