I Kiss The Scars On His Heart: A Janiel AU

Homebound

Tommorow Morning)

When i woke up to the gentle blow of air on my neck and the wetness of tears beneath me i knew where i was. I shuffled a bit in the hospital bed only to realize daniel had somehow wound up like a pretzel around me. Ofcourse i didnt mind because until it suddenly hit me like a runaway train. I. Was. Dating. Daniel. Some new kid that knew nothing about me being a loser, a freak, a complete fuck up. This could go two ways number one it could be love at first sight or number two, he will eventually realize im just a waste of air and space and bully me. Just like everybody else does, all he'll be is an attacker. I tried to push the thought out of my head but it wouldnt leave me alone.

"Your pathetic... He doesnt love you and he never will... No one could love some fucked up brat... You should just kill yourself..." The words in my head rambled on and on. I tried to loosen daniels death grip but i was stuck. I started to go back to sleep when i felt daniel start rubbing me.

"Good morning baby" He said in a sexy morning voice. My only reply was an unenthusiastic "Morning". God im an idiot maybe he will just leave and spare his time wastedon- Oh Fuck....I was immediatly snapped out of my thoughts when i realized i was shirtless. I all but flew to the restroom of the hospital in an attempt to get away before he found out my secrets. All my scars, my attemts at death, the blood the scratches from numerous nights alone with my dreaded mind staying awake. Just as i had started panicking Daniel burst through the door and asked why i was so afraid. 

" Because..." i couldnt finish what i wanted to say

"Because why." He demanded and sat down with me. I was thankful for the warmth but i couldnt breath, much less move or speak in the state i was in.

"Look i know we only just met but i trust you and in all honesty...i think im in love with you Joey... I hate seeing you upset and i need to know why... Please just trust me" All i could do was bawl. No tears just bawl and he held me close waiting for it to be over.

"I-I-Im af-raid you wont l-love me after you f-f-find out how fucked up i am...' i managed to say between various sounds.

"Joey what do you mean... " He asked questionably and all i could do is raise my arm and show him my veins

"Joey...why" He wasnt angry. He was somber and said his words in an almost motherly tone. 

I told him everything starting from my dad to my my mom all the way to abuse in general i suffered in and out of my home and even told him how i didnt think anyone could care about me much less love me. I pleaded for him to just give up on me, i was a hopless case and a waste of time. 

" hush little baby dont you cry, just throw away your razors, put down that light, i know it might be hard but you'll win this fight..." He cooed to me and rocked me back and forth in his lap. I had just calmed down when one of the doctors walked in on the scene and asked if this was an appropriate time to speak. I agreed so long as daniel could be there aswell and we sat back down in some meeting area.

(Dialog)

"So it appears to me the story starts as some other kid bullying you at school, is this correct?"

"Yes"

"And on the day of this particular attack he went to far as shown by the X-Ray you almost had a shattered skull. You are very lucky to have someone like this fine gentelman to have been protecting you."

"I know an-"

"Is there a way for us to press charges i want to see sawyer imprisoned for harming my babyboy."

"Yes we are filing a case right now in hopes the court case will be soon. Until he is brought to custody i want you to either lay low and avoid him or do online school until the date is decided. Also i want daniel to do the same, though he may be able to handle his own he might slip up and he may not be as luck as you were Joeseph"

"Yes sir."

"Well i took the liberty of already sighning you out and you are freeto go when you like"

(End of dialog)

I was feeling a million emotions of anxiety, sadness, glee, and many more as i relished being in daniels arms discussing the fact that my bully since first grade was finally being taken care of.

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So at this point joey and daniel are basically in WPP ... Who knows whats going to happen next....Oh wait I DO and let me tell you you're in for an emotional rollercoaster in the next chapter.

OMG also thank you so much for almost 25 reads on my first story and nearly 10 votes it genuinly means the world to me. The next chapter will be up sometime tonight or tommorow i promise. love you all :)