Temporary child, temporary student, temporary friend, temporary girlfriend and a temporary love.
She is the temporary girl. Everything in her is not permanent. She is not permanent.
Once upon a time, she is having fun with her family. They are the definition of a happy family, more like, a perfect family.
Her father is a sales and marketing manager in a big company. Her mother is a doctor. She has a very sweet younger sister and a very cool eldest brother. Everything is perfect until a very cliche truth unfolds.
She's a temporary child of Javier family. Ampon siya.
Pinahiram ng sarili niyang mga magulang. She was left there, in the trash can with a note saying, Mahal na mahal ka namin, kukunin ka namin balang araw, anak. And how the hell would they get her back if she died during that time?
Javier family's maid saw her. She was rushed to the hospital because she was just 8 months that time. Cliche right? But that damn cliche situation devastated her whole life.
Her real family, the Luna family, is not that wealthy. Her real father is not even working. Her real mother is an owner of a small karinderya. Her younger brothers and sisters are not even studying. Paano naman sila nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob na bawiin siya? Ang kakapal ng mukha.
"Jashy, we have some important matter to discuss." Her mother said in a serious tone. Natakot naman agad siya dahil hindi siya sanay sa mga seryosong usapan.
"Anak..." The nervousness on her heart started to invade her whole system. Especially when she saw the tears from her parents' eyes.
Niyakap siya ng mga ito, isang mahigpit na yakap. Tila nagpapaalam.
"What's the problem? Mom? Dad?" Hindi niya naitago ang kaba sa tono ng pananalita. She began crying kahit hindi niya pa alam ang problema.
"We are not your real parents." Her whole life suddenly crashed into small pieces. She became numb at the moment. Nothing to feel and nothing to say. Hindi niya pa lubos maisip kung ano ang sinabi ng mga magulang.
And when the reality crashed her mind, the cold floor touched her knees. She was helplessly crying out loud. Frustrated.
"Mom! Dad! Wag namang ganito!" She shouted. She didn't know what to do.
Her perfect family crashed. She was crashed.
Nang makilala niya ang tunay na magulang, she can't utter a single word.
Kamukha niya ang mga ito.
Kaya pala hindi siya kasing puti ng mga Javier, kaya pala hindi niya ito kamukha. Kaya 7 months lang ang tanda ng kuya niya sa kaniya.
Her real mother hugged her tight. So tight that she was suffocated. Not with the hug, but because of the strange feeling inside her. Lukso ng dugo.
Wala siyang ibang nagawa kundi umiyak. How can she let go of the things she's used too. Letting go of a perfect thing is just plain stupidity. Pero kung tutuusin, wala naman siyang ilelet go. Wala naman kasi siyang pag-aari.
The day when she had to move to the Luna's house, the scene became more dramatic.
Her little sister cried and begged her to stay. Her brother hugged her tight. Her mother and her father cried the whole night, even the whole day.
How can she let go of her family? She doesn't want to be with her real family.
And when their hands separated, it was the most painful thing that happened to her.
