After mine and Justin's night out, we drove back to his and went straight to bed. I thought I was tired but as soon as my head hit the pillow I was wide awake.
"Baby, I know your awake." I heard Justin murmur
I stayed silent.
"There's no use pretending your asleep when clearly your not." He said turning over facing my back. He started to draw shapes with his fingers on my cold skin, giving me goosebumps.
"I love you Justin." I said.
He kissed my back. "I love you too, baby." I turned to face him, his hazel eyes staring straight into mine. I bit my lip before leaning in to kiss him. Our lips pressed together and his hand moved up to caress my face.
"Your so beautiful, He whispered into my ear "and don't you forget it." I giggled a little before getting comfy under my duvet.
1 week later
"Babe, what do you think of the future?" Justin asked out if the blue.
"I uh, I don't know, what about you, what do you think?"
"Well, I see me and you having a baby, or two," he chuckled "and you walking down the aisle looking as beautiful as ever in your wedding dress." I closed my eyes. I felt so, so guilty right now. Leading Justin on to believe that I will still be here. One, by then this operation, business, mission, whatever you want to call it, will be over and he will hate me for lying and all that. Two, I cannot see myself being fit enough to be a mother. Well obviously I'm fit, as in strong and healthy, but not really mother proof. And finally three, I will probably be dead, murdered or just had enough of my life.
"Yeah." I mumbled back, after my little moment of reflection.
"Have you heard from Jake lately, since he's moved out?" I asked, considering he hasn't bothered me for over a week now.
"No, all I heard is that he is in Vancouver, his home town, where he is staying with his mother."
"Oh ok." I breathed a sigh of relief."is she ill or something?" I asked
"Yes I think. But he should be back soon, but just not sure when though." I nodded and turned and walked away. I walked out of the kitchen door when I realised I hadn't told Justin something important.
"Justin, baby, I know your on tour in a week and I need to ask you something."
"Go on." He said with suspicion.
"Well I need to go back to England for a while, just to go get some stuff done and remember I do have a job." I laughed
"Yeah I know." He breathed "but how long for?"
"About 2-3 months." I said with hesitation.
"Well in that time I would have finished the tour..." He started "so I guess it'll work out but I will really miss you won't I see you in all that time?" He asked with puppy dog eyes.
"Maybe, I don't know, but listen, are you ok with me going, I mean I would be sad to leave you but I really miss home and my job but its not like its forever." I stated
"Yeah I know but it will feel like forever," Justin sighed "but I suppose if it keeps you happy then, yeah you can do what you want but just don't leave me for someone else, ok?"
"Yes father whatever you say!" I grinned
"Good. Now gimme a kiss." He protested
I pushed my lips onto his and I let out a moan. But then justin pulled away.
"By the way, when are you going back?" He asked
I gulped "tomorrow." His mouth dropped open.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" He stomped
"I didn't know. I got a call yesterday to say we need you for a job and so yeah."
"Whatever." He mumbled and walked away.
I went up to the bedroom and saw Justin laying in his boxers on the bed. I walked over and laid next to him, putting my hand onto his stomach.
"I'm sorry, justin." I gulped. All he did was kiss the top of my head and then he fell into a deep sleep.
It was 4pm. I had found myself awake laying alone on Justins bed. Where has he gone? I walked down to the kitchen, but he was not there. I searched the whole house, but he was nowhere to be found. I went to pick up his house phone to call him when I noticed his cell phone on the sofa. Why has he not taken his phone? I had so many questions running through my head by this point, I was developing a headache.
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A spy's trust (Justin Bieber)
FanfictionA criminal for a backing dancer, Justin doesn't know what he's got himself into. That's when Heidi steps in. As an undercover agent she is there to protect Justin and the people around him, and to capture this guy. But what she doesn't now is how mu...
