Lila
Wednesday
"Hey Lila I might be out a little longer than usual." Ryan said to me as he changed into his tennis gear. "One of my friends has a little brother and were going to go show him the old campus." He was constantly moving around looking for everything at the last minute, this man. "That's fine which friend." I said he thought for a second. I have met all of his friends and I have asked certain questions like these just in case something like this happens. "Oh you know Marcus Jonson." I thought about it for a second and Marcus was an only child he boasts about all the cool things that his parents would give him. I'm never really around but I'm always listening. "There they are." He mumbled I walked out of the room and into the kitchen I started taking out things to make breakfast. "Babe your friends brother can wait for you to eat food right?" I asked. He came over and held my sides. "I wish I could stay baby you know I do I just-they usually have a lot of things to do and I'm going straight into work right after." He said kissing my forehead. I moved back. " Yea I get it your friends and your job before me." I said slamming things back into the cabinets. " Babe you know that's not true. Babe I love you more than my friends and my job but my job is the only thing keeping a roof over our heads." He said pulling away from me and dropping his bags. I turned and looked at him in disbelief. "Or the fact that your daddy gives half a million dollars every year so that you- you know what last time I checked I bought this house at least half and if you want to throw that over my head just because you're a guy. I DON'T THINK SO." I said fuming. "Baby calm down I know that we haven't been spending that much time together but-" "BUT NOTHING OK I SIT HERE AT THIS HOUSE ALL THE TIME CLEANING AND BEING A GOOD GIRLFRIEND BUT WHAT ABOUT ME WHAT ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO DO. YOU HANG WITH YOUR FRIENDS WHEN I DON'T REALLY HAVE ANY. YOU WOULDN'T ALLOW THAT OH NO AND NOW, RYAN, NOW YOU WANT TO THROW IN THAT YOU PUT A ROOF OVER MY HEAD. YOU GO OUT WITH YOUR BUDDIES E-V-E-R-Y DAY. I AM 22 RYAN. I WANTED TO OPEN MY OWN COFFEE SHOP AND YOU SHOT THAT DOWN SAYING I COULDN'T DO IT THAT I WASN'T READY OR SMART ENOUGH- YOU KNOW WHAT GO TO YOUR STUPID WHATEVER AND I WILL GO OUT." I said. He looked at me. "You know what no I had no idea that this is how you felt. Look how about this" he said walking over to me and grabbing my face wiping away tears I didn't even know were there. I rubbed my hands through my hair it was still wet from after my shower. " how about I call away from my friends and I off work and we just have this day to ourselves." He said I rolled my eyes. "Then what, WHAT DO YOU WANT?" he asked I just turned away from him. " I want to have someone love me without it feeling like a job." I said going into our room slamming the door and locking it. I went into the closet and got my favorite shirt and pants and I threw on a bra and underwear I grabbed some deodorant threw some on along with some perfume. He banged on the door yelling things at me that I could care less to hear. I put my hair in a sloppy bun threw on some shoes I put on mascara and lipstick quickly and opened the door. " Great you changed your mind." He said reaching out of my hand I threw my perfume deodorant lip-gloss lipsticks and mascara all in my bag. I put on my glasses and grabbed my car keys. "No, no I didn't." I said turning around. "What? Then what are you doing?" he said to me. " Getting a life like you screamed at me through that door." I said walking out the door. I walked out to my car and I got in he came outside and I peeled out of the driveway flipping him off. I drove to my mom's house and just sat outside the house. We haven't talked in seven months. I walked up to the door and I knocked. No one answered the door I turned to walk away from the door but then I heard a very deep very familiar voice. I turned around. "Hello." the person said. "Isaiah." I said he was the adopted brother I had. He is older than me he went into the Air Force I haven't heard from him in two years. "Lila." he said. I screamed and I jumped on him and hugged him crying. my mom ran out of the kitchen. "what in Gods glorious n- lila what, what are you doing here." She said. Isaiah put me down. " I uh I came here to talk to you and dad. Where is he?" I said. she looked at Isaiah so I looked at him he looked down so I looked back at my mom. "Ok what is going on, where is my father?" I said looking between them. "Mom...Isaiah." i said. "Ly..." Isaiah started and stopped. "Honey...your father..."
To be continued...
