Cyber Bullying (Random Book of Stuff)

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Ok summer rolled around. I didn't really hang out with anyone. I was usually up in my room doing nothing. I went to my grandma and grandpas to go swimming and stuff. Ok, I had this app called Kik and if you don't know what that is it's basically a texting app. I was bored and stuff so I looked up random groups that I could join so I joined one called bored or something along that line. So I said hi and stuff and if was ok. Someone sent this group name so being myself I joined the group. It was full of people I didn't know and now I know I shouldn't have even joined a group in the first place. Well these people started to ask for revealing pictures and I said no. I wasn't going to send pictures, I never have I never will, well at first it was like
Oh come on, just send just a little
Then it escalated fast. I started getting private messages telling me I was a slut, whore, cyber bully, loser, and fat. Ok the fat one didn't hurt as much because I knew I was fat. I wasn't going to deny it. So, then this guy came alone and made my life a living hell. He said all these really mean remarks and said if I didn't send a revealing photo he would kill his Guinea pig. Five minutes later he send me these videos showing him kicking his Guinea pig and lighting it on fire. He said it was my fault I was the bully and all this other crap. It got to the point where I just couldn't take it anymore. I only really told two people about it and stuff. I know I could have deleted the messages at anytime but something just clicked in my brain and I just couldn't. So it was mid summer and then this person came along she said mean things to me I'm pretty sure via Instagram. So I posted the photos which started drama. She came on the post commented things and stuff and then a while argument happened and on top of that these people on Kik still wanted to send me things like
Slut, Whore, Bitch, Attention Whore, fat, ugly, stupid, bully, cyber bully, and they told me to go kill myself
I was called these names so many times I started to believe them. I stayed in my room, I didn't want to leave the house. Then on Instagram a fight happened and I was being selfish and an ass hole and I took in the attention and defended someone I barely know instead of my best friend. I didn't have one of my best friends anymore. At that point I was done I was on the verge of cutting myself multiple times but I didn't. So my mom got on my phone and saw all the comments and stuff so I deleted the app and stuff. It stopped for a while. Then the girl wanted to apologize, the one on Instagram, I forgave her and stuff. Then a couple weeks later her and her friends said to take down a post on Instagram or they will call the cops. I deleted the post but with out being call names and I was told to kill myself. I don't know what happened but I didn't I wanted to though I was thinking what would happen if I did. It took me a week and I was fine. Ok so end of summer in August I went to the fair. I saw two of my friends but they just ignored me, I didn't know what to do, so I didn't do anything. School started and stuff. It was a crappy start. I sat with my friends that been there since 6th grade and another one of my 8th grade grade friends. I then sat with the table I sat with at the end of the 7th grade year. I heard from a friend that they didn't want me to sit with them and my friend didn't want to them to be mad at her so she didn't want to really say anything. I just thought if she was really my friend she should have said something. Well now it's almost the end of the 8th grade year. I'm done sitting around and not telling what's on my mind so yeah if you go to my school I have some things I the next page.