Chapter 7*The Thought*

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Bee- Are you happy, that you moved here? She asked.

You- Yes, it's WAY better then my home school and everything and everyone there.

Bee-Oh, why? I mean if you want to.

You- Oh, I can explain it to you.
When I was 19 I moved from England to Utah because my mom had a job there and I wasn't really happy about it.
When I got to Utah my school was close to my house like five minutes away and I was fine with it but soon became a problem when I got settled.

It was the second day of school and it was fine and all I had no friends at all and I got to school warring a flannle and my favorite pierce the veil shirt and a pair or black jeans. I went to school and automatically this guy pushed me aginst a locker and started to slap me then punch me over and over again.
A teacher even saw him and she just stood there with laghther. I was honestly confused, there was a girl that tried to stop him i was pretty sure they were together and she just straight up punched him and the teacher in the face because the teacher was doing the same thing the girls name was Filo.
I fell to the ground but she picked me up and took me to the office she told me "They were betting you because you dressed gay, there all homophobic only those two and the other students joining but the other students and teachers/staff arnt."
We soon became best freinds she had a boyfriend that had the same intrest with me I told them both that I was gay, and during that time I was still bullied by the same people and teachers. She broke up with him, but me and him started seeing each other more in a friend way tho.
I went to talk to Filo because we both worked at the store and I think I said, "Are you ok?"

She said," I'm fucking fine." "I said I'm fucking fine, Why don't you just go with my ex and I hope I hope you get more bullied at school cause don't care about you." She mumbled the word you.
It was good I went home. I promised myself I won't do it any more. I ran up stairs to my room and grabbed my raider.

One for her.
One, cause my life is a living hell.
One, for myself for doing shit for my life
One for not being the freind she wantted.
One on my wrist for dieing I want nothing more then this. It was that no one cared for me if I died they wouldn't even notice.

I slit my wrist. For I can be in peace.
My brother Wil found me there with blood all around me it looked like I was droning in my own blood. No one really cared about me. One year later my brother died from a car accident, you wanna know who the other car was. It was Filo. I soon became more and more susidel and had to be watched by police men.
I more lonlyer and more everyday I had friends for a year but ever since that thing happened with Filo I stopped having friends. I need help. The only reason why I have guys as friends because there not as bitchy as some other girls. Besides you bee."

I was still crying my eyes out, the tough of her and my friends and my brother came crashing over me like the thought of getting chased by sharks trying to escape the short amount of air you have left.

That was sad the reason the name Filo cause of Milo I wrote a narrative about a girl named Milo and Filo was a nice name and this was the longest story I wrote in this story so I tried and drum role please. I'm GOING TO SEE PVRIS AND FALL OUT BOY TOMMORO THURSDAY MARCH10,2016 MY SIS GOT THE TICKETS FOR ME FOR CHRISTMAS AND TOMORROW'S THE DAY WE GO. The main band is fall out boy but *cough* I'm more excited to see pvris like lyngun* spelled her name wrong* fail.

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