I question my self ,in terms of what i want in life in my teen years,no its not lust I've been there many times & walked away .I cast aside feelings that i know all too well that would be temporary ,in search f some thing i was longing for. & as time past by i began to ponder more, is it success ? is it wealth ?or can it be an unexplainable mystical thing called ( love ) ?..I have tasted & enjoyed success ,but it did not matter to me.& i could not really careless for money .Love on the other hand ,i tried several times through out the years & in some way form or fashion it just did not work .So again i pondered ,& had decided to just go with the flow .& this year the unexpected happened & at the time an unwanted turn of events & the more i tried to slow it down or turn a blind eye to it ,the more it became obvious to me .the lord had presented her to me, ( the gift of love ) Aj..............
