I had many friends, but then every thing changed, but you all stayed the same.. I went from friends to less friends... then less and less every week. now it's down to 2 fighting with each other because they don't want to be with the weird girl I am. so they gave up and went with eachother, now I'm sitting her thinking why am I so weird but I said it's ok cause I'm happy.. one day I came across a old friend.. they said your weird, and your in the way of where I'm looking.. so stop being weird and stop being happy.. no one would ever be as happy as you. that day changed my life, now instead of sitting here asking my self why I'm so weird and saying I'm happy I sit here cutting open my wrists and saying ew I hate myself and I will never be happy again... I attempted suicide in my schools bathroom a girl saw me and grabbed me she called 911 and I was in the hospital for 3 days. 4 months later I was happy again. I fell in love. he changed my life.
