Alone (Editing)

chapter 1

I put my head down making sure my long black matted hair covers my face hoping no one will spot me its way passed midnight and I am snicking into the pack kitchen.

It is pretty big the walls are yellow we have four stoves that is side by side the sink is on the other side and the fridge next to it the floor is has yellow tile its pretty much plain in here no paintings line the walls no pictures of family's there is a window above the sink but its the only one in here.

I shake my head and sneak over to the fridge to find something to eat I let out a small whimper when I run into the counter top  I already have bruises from the pack but it was my fault I did spell water on the floor and the alpha had kicked me in my side.

I make it to the fridge and open it I grab some chips and a bottled water then take off I want to run but know I can't so I try my best to sneak as fast as I can down to the basement where my small twin sized matters is and three pair of clothes lay next to the washer

They keep me down there and say that it is where I need to be at all times to get there clothes done faster and boy is it a lot of clothes I pass the living room that has two brown couches and a flat screen tv that I never get to watch the living room is a baby blue color but in my opinion brown and blue don't go together

I head for the dining room it has four long tables with brown walls I head over to my small door  and glance over to the bookcase next to my door and shake my head the other girls mostly Samantha  like to take the bookcase that is next to my door and cover it not only locking me in but getting me in trouble when I can't make it to my chores in time.

I walk up to the door and walk down the moldy wooden stairs i let out a sigh and grab the book from under my bed that is on the right side of the basement's cement wall while the washer and dryer is on the other side

 I lay down open up the chips and open the book to the chapter I am on and read from where I let off if they know that I had what little i did they would take it away and say that I should focus on my chores "WILLOW" oh boy he sounds really mad I jump up and run up the stairs and out the basement door.

I head to the stairs in the living room and walk up them tell i get to the third level where his office is' letting out a breath of air I knock on the office door and hear him say come in.

I keep my head down and open the door "willow, Hinder here had brought to my attention that his 16th birthday is coming up and we will be having a bbq now what I need from you is to just stay away all the other alphas that will be there and we do not want filth there" he says with a growl at the end making me let out a small whimper.

You see Hinder and I's birthday is on the same day while he is turning sixteen I will be turning fifteen I let out a sigh " I understand alpha" I say in  a small voice and hear him let out a huff he and his son look almost alike they both have blond hair tho the alpha has brown eyes  while Hinder has blue they both have strong jaw lines with a very fit body.

"And also I will be locking you in tho I do understand it is your birthday to so I will be giving you a treat I will leave some food down there with you" he tells me making me give a little smile they have never gave me food before.

I had to always sneak food into my room for me to eat but hearing that I wont have to sneak out tomorrow makes me happy yes my birthday is tomorrow while they go out away from the pack house into the forest and bbq I will be alone, but I smile thinking at least I wont have to deal with any beatings tomorrow.

"Now it is six o'clock time for you to start on are breakfast now go!" he uses his alpha voice at the end making me run off.

I hear him and his son laugh at me I just shake my head and go down to the kitchen and start making eggs bacon and sausage and some salads for the picky bunch Samantha and her clones yes they are her clones

They do anything and everything she does she has brown hair and brown eyes the other two same but they dyed there hair that color and wear contacts for the same color eyes, them and Hinder is the ones that makes my life a living hell well more then the rest of them,

I open the fridge and dig out the stuff i need for there breakfast and start to making it while humming a tune my mother used to hum to me I pause and letting out one tear.

I shake my head to try and shake away the memories of when I was somewhat loved and whip the tear away "aw is the poor little girl crying again" I here Samantha's voice behind me making me tense up.

I stay quiet and keep cooking trying my best to ignore her when she push's me making me land on the ground "I asked you a question mutt!" she grounds out and kicks me in my side I let out a gasp of pain and and grab my side I start to shake my head.

"Oh I think you was let me guess crying over your dead mother!" she yells and Punch's me in the face and I cry out in pain as my right eye starts to swell and sting

  " I told you murders don't get to cry over the one's they kill!"she yells and Starts kicking and punching me everywhere to the point I can barley breath its cruel to think my own adopted sister would do this to me.

But then again she was always trying to treat me this way when are parents was around but they was always there to stop her from hurting me.

When they died in a attack from another pack Samantha went to blaming me and making everyone believe it saying I was the one to kill them when I was not.

They had died in are house on the pack lands protecting us they had killed the two that had attacked but there wounds was laced with silver there wolfs couldn't heal there wounds and they bleed out before the pack doctor could get there and a whole lot of them do believe her  because no one except us was around when it happened they was all up front in the pack house fighting.

I let out another whimper when I hear the alpha's son yell "Samantha that is enough you know if father was to catch you bothering her while she is doing her chores he will punish you" Samantha stops and turns over to him.

"Hinder baby she was asking for it she came up to me and smacked me I had t-" he raises his hand cutting her off "come on before father comes down,get back to work!" he orders me and walks off I let out a sigh and groan in pain while standing.

after the food is done and everyone is eating I head out the back door and into are green house the alpha told me to get some fresh fruit when I was serving him his food.

heading over to the baskets I grab one and start picking patches of grapes I start to hear low voices coming this way and try to hide behind the grape vines.

"yeah the alpha said that once Hinder finds his mate that he will be stepping down" I hear the voice of a women say making my heart beat pick up if he becomes alpha then my life is bound to get a hole lot more worse just thinking about it makes me want to start scratching at the dried blood on my lip and rub the bruises.

"But isn't he to young?" I hear another women ask "the alpha says its time that he wont be able to make it another year" I hear the voices fade but it does nothing to calm my frantic  heart

this can not be good if it wasn't for him I would be getting beatings left and right all day long while trying to do my chores around the house  with him I at least get them every other day but if he steps down then they probably will become a everyday thing.

I wish that he wouldn't be ready to give up being alpha just yet, after picking some grapes and strawberry's and other fruits I take the basket inside and wash the fruit then put them away and head into my room to start on everyone's laundry.

I get down to my room and put a load into the washer with some soap I head back up to clean the kitchen witch i would have to do again later on because they like to make a mess everytime I get done cleaning it.

After all my chores is done the sun was gone and the moon high into the sky I lay down with a groan and start to drift off right away from all the work i had to do not to mention the beating i got from Samantha earlier when cooking breakfast.