I have been eating and I am getting so mad for doing it I keep thinking to myself that all the food I'm eating is fatning but I can't resist. I am talking to someone but I don't think I will stop starving myself. I don't do any of it for attention but like someone said " starving yourself is the least painful death" and really all I want to do is get skinny but if I die I mean oh well who really cares about me anyway
