Bullied

Chapter 6 continued

Chapter 6

I woke up the stinging on the back of my head. I barely opened my eyes, but everything was blurry. My body felt heavy and my head was throbbing. I layed there for god knows how long before I could finally see straight. I sat up and stared at my wall. I began to cry. The sobs in my chest wouldn't stop, I couldn't breathe and it felt like the walls were closing in on me. I put my back to the wall wishing I could just fade away. I just wanted it to stop. All of it, everything I just wanted it all to stop. I didn't realize what I was planning on doing. It was like being possessed, I wasn't in control. I slowly lifted my body from the ground and felt the back of my head. I felt blood. My head was bleeding and I didn't care. I looked at the wall and saw a stain of my blood on it. I began to slowly make my way up the stairs. 

I felt dizzy but I tried to ignore it. I got up the stairs and walked over to my room and opened the door. I sat on my bed and looked around. I didn't know I was saying goodbye to my life and everything I was gonna leave behind, but this was it. Saying goodbye to my room, and everything I worked for. I felt for my phone and surprising found it in my pocket. I unlocked it and went to text messages.

Sam: I'm sorry. I've tried I really have, but I can't do this anymore. It's too much everything is too much. I love you I always have and ill continue loving you no matter what but, this is where I say goodbye. I'm so sorry for putting you through this. I love you.

I sent the text and went to the bathroom, and it finally hit me what I was about to do, and I felt a calming feeling rush over me.