nevermind | jimin [rewriting]

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어느새 나는 가족이 자랑이 됐고
eoneu-sae naneun kajog-eh jarang dwaetgo
and suddenly I became my family's pride

어느 정도 성공을 했어
eoneu jeong-do seong-geong-eul haesseo
I became successful at one point

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A week after Daeyeol's coma, Jimin had left the hospital after his admit to the hospital. Before he left, he had to take some consultations to the doctor.

But then, he wanted to meet the guy who called the ambulance – Kim Seokjin.

Since the doctor said to ask him for his contact if he actually needed – but yes, he does need it.

Jimin slowly walked to the doctor's office, his hands trembling as he went. He knocked at the door three times, slowly turning the door knob.

The doctor smiled. "Oh hello, Jimin. Sit down." He asked Jimin to sit down on the chair. Jimin obeyed and took place of the action.

He sat down, casually ruffling his brown hair a little. Still, he was thinking about Daeyeol. Will she get back with him?

"So the consultations; you will take home some pills and eat them twice a day – during morning and night. That's all, for eating – I recommend you to eat more since you're pretty anorexic when you were admitted here," the doctor's smile faded. "Well, that made me worry."

Jimin got upset, since he didn't ate much and made his doctor worried. "I'm sorry that I made you worried, you see-"

"It's okay Jimin," the doctor cut him off. "Daeyeol is okay now."

Daeyeol. He didn't felt like meeting her. He contacted her parents already, then they were worried about Daeyeol – and Jimin himself too.

They knew Daeyeol was stubborn.

They also mentioned that she will he graduating too and they'll be heading to Namsan anytime soon.

"Don't mention Daeyeol, please," Jimin begged. "Do you have paper?" He just wanted to write her a letter, then maybe meet her parents and let her read it when it was her graduation day. And also, to ask for Kim Seokjin's contact.

"Do you have Kim Seokjin's contact?" The doctor nodded and gave him his contact. "The paper?" Jimin repeated.

The doctor stared blankly at first, then Jimin explained. The doctor agreed.

He handed Jimin a pen and the paper. Jimin smiled, "Thank you." The doctor smiled back.

He started with 'Daeyeol'. The blue ink pen pressed a dot, thinking of what to write.

He finished in 5 minutes, the doctor was actually pleased.

"Thank you for the paper and the pen," Jimin said thankfully. The doctor nodded for your welcome.

"Just collect the medicine at the pharmacy section right infront of my room."

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Daeyeol lied on the bed, thinking of Jimin.

How has he been?

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After Jimin took his meds, he found Daeyeol's parents. "Ah!"

He rushed to them, handing them the letter. Daeyeol's mom smiled, "For Daeyeol?Are you coming to Daeyeol's graduation?"

Jimin shook his head. "No, I won't. And yes, for Daeyeol."

Daeyeol's dad's head tilted. "Is it because of the fight?"

Indeed, it was.

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On Daeyeol's graduation day, after she stepped down the stairs of the stage – she felt happy and she was excited for Jimin's attendance.

But then, not even a single trace of him.

She ran to hug her parents, highly proud on her achievement.

"Where's Jimin?" she asked.

Her mother handed her the note, then Daeyeol was really confused.

It was written in rich blue ink, folded into a nice rectangle.

To: Daeyeol
From: Park Jimin

She unfolded the paper, her heart was beating fast.

Daeyeol,

When you read this, I'm not sure if you want to meet me again or either miss me.

I used my doctor's paper and blue pen, expect the smell of the hospital.

Congratulations, Daeyeol. But, do you still love me? If you don't love me, still. It's your life, Daeyeol. Erase me or paint me on your blank canvas.

Jimin.

Daeyeol regretted for everything. It was only lies.

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