$inister (Niall Horan fanfic) Finished**

chapter 4 ~kiss-

Niall swings the door open to his apartment and walks in me soon after him. I bit my lip because I don't think is a genius idea to be alone with him in his apartment. I sigh and ignore the negative thoughts running through my mind.

I take my shoes off and place them by the door. I turn my head to see boxes everywhere some places ontop of eachother with words that say fragile. His apartment is clean, maybe because most of his stuff is packed. Its a nice size place very modern looking with huge windows.

'Its not a lot, but this place was just temporary' he says noticing me looking around.

'I actually thinks its great' I relpy to him swinging my body from left to right probably looking like a child.

'Here sit down' he says pointing at his white leather couch.

I walk towards the living room and carefuly sit down, looking around some more feeling a tad awkward.

'I'll go get us something to drink' he says and starts walking down a hallway.

I stay seated, as I hear the sound of glass knocking together gently, and the sound of a liquid being poured. I fiddle with my fingers and wonder what he wanted to teach me. What am I even doing I shouldn't be here at his apartment, I shouldn't even talk to him. He's dangerous

My thoughts are erupted from the sounds of his foot steps walking back into the living room. I stop fiddling and look up to see him walking to the couch . He sits down right beside me and hands me a drink, I take it and thank him.

I bring the glass to my lips and take a sip. The taste is strong, alcohol. I quickly turn my head to see Niall has a amused face.

'Oh by the way its beer' he say facing forward .

'Thanks for telling me now' I say reaching over and placing the drink on the glass coffe table. Niall does the same and moves closer to me, leaving me no personal space what so ever.

'Im going to show you how to kiss' he speaks in my ear making me get goosebumps.

'I-I know how to kiss' I stammer.

'You know how to do a peck on the lips not tongue' he speaks,

His fingers move to the zipper of my jacket he looks up at my face to make sure I'm not going to go ballistic on him un zipping my jacket, once he see's that I'm not going to argue with it he slowly pushes the zipper down till it un hooks, he pushes it a little signaling that he wants to take it off, I bend my right arm back for he can pull it off, he slips is off my left arm next, and takes my jacket amd slightly throws it to the other side of the couch.

'Where do I put my hands? ' I ask dropping my head looking at my lap feeling embarrassed at my question.

'There's a lot of different places anywhere is fine really, you can put one hand on my lap and the other around my neck ,both hands on my lap,'. He speaks

' Or you can run one hand down my chest and keep the other hand on my lap ' He grabs my right hand and puts it on his chest making me look at him, he runs my hand down his chest showing me how.

'If we're standing then you'll put both of your arms around my neck or wasit' he says bitting his lip.

I give him a slight nod, and god am I happy a hade two pieces of mint gum just awhile after my caffeine drink.

'You need to be relaxed, don't over think it. Always follow the males lead, don't worry about doing something wrong I won't judge you' he says

'Come closer, I don't bit hard' he said looking in my eyes

I moved closer to him are kness touching now being we were both sitting sideways.

He grabs my chin gently leaning in, he wraps his other arm around my waist, I place one arm on his lap and my other on his torso. My heart starts to quicken as we both lean in.

Are lips meet,moving together slowly, I tilt my head slightly. Are noses brushing against eachother which makes me realise how soft his skin is . Are lips move In sync, he playfully bits my bottem lip and he lets out a very faint quite groan barley hearable . His hand moves to my thigh squeezing it gently which makes me move a tad. He rests his hand on my thigh taking a notice of my actions of the squeezing. He runs his tongue on my teeth which makes me open my mouth a little bit, he then takes that as a opportunity to slid his tongue into my mouth, he explores every part of my mouth and I do the same with him. I take a notice on how his mouth tastes like peppermint, he pulls back and takes a couple breaths before he nudges my cheek with his nose, I take a breath then he leans back in. His lips connect with mine again, are tongues move together almost like they are fighting.

He pulls back. I think we're done but he moves my hair from one side of my shoulder, his hand takes ahold of my chin and he tilts my head to the side. His head moves to my neck and then his lips connect to my neck which makes me gasp because I wasnt ready for that, he starts at the bottom of my neck leaving small rough kisses going higher, he stops in the about the middle and starts to suck roughly and biting the a sensitive area. It doesn't feel uncomfortable or strange it feels good, really good. He starts to suck more roughly and his hand starts to rub my thigh. Surprisingly I let out a small moan, which makes my cheeks flush and I feel embarrassed at my action.

'Sorry' I say quickly.

He stops sucking and leaves one last kiss on the sore spot and pulls back.

'Don't be sorry its what I was trying for' he replies softy cupping half my chin and half my cheek and rubs my cheek with his thumb he smiles at me and for once I can see emotion in his eyes, I can see how they shin a beautiful blue.

His eyes go darker and emotionness, he snaps his hand back to his lap almost like he's surprised at his own action.

'Your a good kisser Summer' he says with a smirk.

'I should go home" I say standing up and walking towards the door, I hear his steps behind me.

'Do you want me to drive you? ' he asks as I face him.

I shake my head at he offer 'No its only 5 minutes, its only 3:00 I'll be fine' I say slipping my flats on.

'Okay, I'll see you soon' he says to me as I open the door.

'Maybe' I reply

'I will see you if you like or not'. He says angrily.

'Mhhmm' I say not really sure if I want to see him again because i don't want to feel the need to trust him because he can break me at any time he wants.

He grabs my wrist and squeezes looking right in my eyes.

'Don't fucking argue with me Summer,' he says sternly with annoyance in his voice

'Okay I'll see you soon' I finally say. I put my hand on his chest pushing him trying to get him to release his grip on my wrist

But he just grabs my other wrist and looks me straight In they eyes.

'Don't make me loose my temper, I don't want to hurt you' he says seriously and releases my wrists.

I rub my wrists and look at him. Did he mean that? Would he actually hurt me, the thought of Niall slapping or abusing me makes me want to cry.

'I'm sorry, I'll see you soon okay? I say

He pulls his hand up to my neck and traces the sore area of skin that he sucked on 10 minutes ago, he smirks and pulls his hand back.

'If your dad is going to beat you up again I want you to call me, dont hesitate to call me ' he says handing me a piece of paper.

I take it and shove it in my back pocket and nod at him, even though he just threatened to hurt me .

I turn my body amd start walking till I reach the elevator, I press the button and hear Nialls door close.

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